Monday, December 21, 2009

:+: Ice cream tu sedap taw :+:

I love ice cream! Ice cream is like the best dessert ever! The most bombastic thing ever created in the history of desserts. The best! haha... Haha... I am... addicted to ice cream lately. Any kind of ice cream.

Jalan-jalan kat karmen je, bile lalu depan Indomaret (mini market) mesti menjeling ... hrm... nak beli es' krim pe ek? Cornello ke... Rainbow ke...Spongebob je...if dilema, susah sangat,beli semua jenis je la! kan senang!

Yea! Saya tau makan es' krim tu buat orang gemmok, tapi es' krim memang irresistible, yums..!

Seriously I wish I could have all d flavors in the world!

A genius created sundae a long time ago, I think I'm forever grateful to him*

Bila pikir-pikir tentang ice cream, selalu tringin nak buat toasted bread with ice cream!!! Tapi my house tak de toaster!!! oh no!! kene tunggu balik malaysia nanti baru ley buat.. huhu.

To learn list : Belajar buat ice cream cup cakes!

Last week time lepak kat rumah anak-anak mojokidul 5. Tibe-tibe kecur nak makan ice cream dan tibe2 je hipersalivasi + fase sefalik yang mendadak. Saya pun cakap la ngan jantung manis saya, "Eh.... Nak ice creamla!!"

Dia pandang saya dengan terkejut "Haa? nak ice cream~~~??" Saya pun cakap "Aah, tibe2 jerase cam nak makan ice cream,"

Then makhluk 1 , salah sorank budak rumah tu gelak2 "Weyh! dia nak ice cream!" Pastu makhluk 2 + makhluk 3 + makhluk 4 gelak kuat2 dan buat muke keji deorang. Pastu satu rumah gelak macam nak roboh bumbung rumah tu sucking kuat nye budak2 ni gelak.

Saya salah cakap ke? Uh... lelaki...


Make chocolate truffles for my jantung manis n family!!
My family will be coming to Surabaya this Thursday.
I'm so excited!!!
Rase cam nak melompat2 katak je sekarang.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

20 facts I just realized

Facts I just realized..

1. I don't know why I woke up at 3.30a.m everyday.
2. Pretend to like someone is better than to hate 'em.
3. I love food so much.
4. I hate him so much because I love him so much.
5. I hate to see him going to the gym, because he's getting hotter and i'm getting fatter.
6. I really should be studying now. haha
7. Anonymous people who commented my blog, annoys me.
8. I hate afro girl because I kept losing to her.
9. I'm materialistic.
10. I envy my mom because she is so beautiful.

11. AKI and I look alike.
12. I jealous tengok AKI makin kurus sebab odontek, rase cam nak odontek gak je.
13. I lurve ice cream!

14. I just belanje arina semalam!!
15. EZY is the nicest person i ever met. I don't understand why people always get the wrong impression kat dia. Just because she tak pakai tudung, that doesn't make her a SLUT.
16. NAD was the one yang buat I obsess ngan shawls. luv it!
17. ARINA is my idola. Always is, always will.
18. I learned a lot about LOVE from

19. AIN, ALYN and SAFFY buat I addicted to reading blogs.
20. Seriously, i should be studying, my ujian profesi prostodonsia is next week.hehe


100 little bolded red colour truths

:+: Tag from miss alyn bubble powerpuff girls :+:

1. I woke up in the afternoon today.
2. I have at least three picture frames in my room.
3. My trash can is full.
4. I love snow globes, but I’d never buy one.
5. I use my regular phone more than my cell phone.
6. I’m single, but I don’t want to be.
7. My hair is layered.
8. I hate the term “best friend,” but I use it anyway.
9. I get along with my mom more than my dad.
10. I like making beaded bracelets.
11. I’ve never run for class president/treasurer, etc.
12. Most of my friends are white.
13. I have over 150 CDs in my collection.
14. I would rather listen to the radio than CDs.
15. I own whiteout, but I barely ever use it.
16. I’m very shy until you get to know me.
17. Some take my shyness as being mean/rude.
18. Most people probably don’t understand me.
19. I have a very random sense of humor.20.
I do not consider myself attractive.
21. I feel that I’m more mature than most people my age.
22. …But not all the time.
23. I used to pick my nose and wipe it on the wall.(mase kecik)
24. I’d rather be cold than hot.
25. I always wait for that one person to sign on.
26. I’m probably online too much for my own good
.27. I am trying to lose weight and it’s not working out very well.
28. I own a LOT of chapstick. A LOT.
29. I love to buy paper… but I barely use it
.30. I write in my paper journal once a day or more.
31. I am an American, yet I find them annoying.32. I’ve used binoculars the wrong way before.
33. I’m thirsty, but I can’t be bothered to go get something.
34. My best friend is that of the opposite sex.
35. My stomach hurts a little bit right now.
36. Sometimes I feel really, really sorry for myself.
37. Other times I feel really, really lucky.
38. I have a friend (or more) who creeps me out.
39. I have more than one shelf up in my room.
40. It’s sunny out today.
41. I don’t have a car.
42. I’m very picky with food.
43. I have a hard time with directions.
44. I am a little bit obsessive compulsive, I think.
45. I talk to myself in the mirror sometimes.
46. I don’t have that many DVDs yet.
48. I feel very sick if a movie is gory.
49. I have a lot in common with my best friend(s).
50. I believe in the theory that opposites attract.
51. I like someone who is at least four years older than me.
52. I’ve started a fire/explosion in the microwave oven before
53. I’m worried that one of my pets will die soon.
54. I have cut myself before and sometimes still want to.
55. Never been THAT drunk, but it might be kinda fun.
56. Sometimes I act drunk even when I’m not.
57. It annoys me when people chew loudly.
58. And breathe loudly.
59. And click their pens like crazy.
60. I enjoy bold surveys, mostly ‘cause I have no life.
61. I’d rather have a popsicle than popcorn.
62. I’d rather do laundry than the dishes.
63. Someday, I will go to England.
64. I’d rather be in a dark room than a bright one.
65. My alarm clock annoys me very, very much.
66. When I was younger, I went to summer school for fun.
67. I was made fun of in middle school. That has scarred me.
68. I’ve never eaten sushi and never will.
69. I remember where I was when I first learned to whistle.
70. If Barney is on TV, I will still sit there and watch.
71. MySpace is annoying, but I’m pretty much addicted to it.
72. I hAtE iT wHeN pPl TyPe LyK dIs!!!11
73. When I talk to my crush, I basically stop breathing.
74. People have told me that I’m sexy before.
75. I never believe it when they do.
76. I love to write, but whenever I start something new I can’t finish it.
77. I love to read, but I can’t do it for a long time
.78. If I lay down and watch TV, I end up falling asleep.
79. I absolutely LOVE riding my bike.
80. I love to play badminton, but I don’t play often.
81. I have never been on a sports team before.
82. I’m in at least one advanced placement class.83.
I’m in the class of 2009.
84. Jacuzzis and hot tubs are very relaxing.
85. I have stood up and done something else during this survey.
86. I space out a lot, but that’s ‘cause I think too much.
87. I’ve made a shelf in a store collapse before.
88. I’m a crybaby, and I know it.
89. I wouldn’t mind having a ferret for a pet.
90. I love to watch home videos.
91. I miss my childhood and wish I could go back.
92. I’d rather brush my teeth normal than use an electric toothbrush.
93. Dippin’ Dots are good, but not worth the money.
94. I feel like I’m more confident than I used to be.
95. My friends come to me for advice often.
96. I’ve had over five significant others in my lifetime.
97. I have cheated on one or more of them before.
98. Last year’s math class was completely useless.
99. I hate the fact that I’m growing up. I don’t want to.
100. I miss a lot of my old friends, but not all of them.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

:+: Jom kite cite2 :+:

Jom kite cite hantu?
Disebabkan cerita2 tersebut dari KISAH BENAR students Msia UNAIR, jadi saya terpaksa merahsiakan identitas semua yang berkaitan.

Actress : Bella, Megan Fox

Places : Surabaya, Malaysia


It was a tiring day, Megan Fox tengah tidur kat bilik dia. Katil Megan Fox ni queen size. She gotta big bedroom all for herself. Megan pusing kan her body, nak peluk bantal on her rigt side, tapi tak boleh gerak, ada something beside her. Die pun dengan grumpy nye tolak la what she thought was her bantal ke tepi. Tapi berat nye bantal ni? Dengan mamainye Megan buka mata, and ah!! rupe2nye bukan bantal sebelah her, tapi hantu lelaki yang tak pakai baju, dengan kulit hitam dan berdarah-darah, tengah bareng terlentang staring at the ceiling. Megan pusing balik to her side and menggigil2 pakse tido.

Then morning came, and Megan hopes everything will be okay. It was noon, Megan Fox baru je keluar from her room, tibe2 ada bunyi orang ketuk tingkap bilik dia...Knock...knock...knock... She stopped. Megan sepet kan mata die... dalam hati dia bertanya2... sapakah?? knock...knock...knock.... "Assalamualaikum....," Megan datang dekat tingkap dia, dia baru je nak buka tingkap bilik dia... she stops!! Tak mungkin tu manusia kot, because HER ROOM IS ON THE SECOND FLOOR! "aik? hantu pun nak masuk bagi salam dulu kah?"

"Smekom...kita datang nak beraya...!!"

The next day, it was noon also. She was watching TV alone. She was home alone. Then she heard someone call her name...Suara perempuan yang sangat lembut. "Megan....Megan....," Megan kecikkan volume Tv dia. "Megan....Megan....," suara tu makin mendayu-dayu. Megan dengan berani nye ikut suara tu. She went to a room in her house, "Megan.....hehehe....." suare tu macam bergerak... pergi hall room plak. Megan kejar suare tu, she said she was curious, but I think she was just being stupid haha. (Sorry Megan). Then suare tu bergerak2 in her living pastu hilang ke dapur. Megan dah penat kejar suare tu, dia pun duduk depan TV balik, kuatkan volume tv and buat tak dengar je, "Megan....Megan....hehehehehhehe....."(suare tu terus panggil2 dia dari dapur).


Bella is a Final year student. Dulu time Bella 2nd year student kat Surabaya. Her best friends pindah kat 1 rumah sewa. Kadang-kadang kalau masuk rumah tu, Bella akan rasa macam ada something wrong somewhere. Macam merinding semacam, but she ignores all her feelings. One day, her besfriends ajak Bella tidur
kat rumah sewa tu. Masa tu pukul 6 petang(time maghrib kat Surabaya), Bella masuk bathroom nak mandi malam. Bella pun undress, buka pili air, dia rasa angin kat belakang dia. Bella tengok la kat tingkap bilik air tu. Bilik air tu ada satu tingkap empat segi kecik je, agak tinggi sket so orang tak boleh ngintip. Tapi tingkap tu kat depan dia. Bella rasa angin kat belakang dia. Bella pun buat tak faham je. Air yang keluar pili tu kecik sangat, sangat lame nak penuh kan 1 baldi. Tibe-tibe semua buku roma Bella dah tegak berdiri. Dia belakang, tempat dia rasa angin tu and nampak lembaga hitam yang sangat besar dan tinggi sampai siling staring at her. Bella terus amek towel dia and lari keluar. Dia tak jerit. Just terkejut. Bella pikir "Tu lah akibat nye mandi time maghrib, padan muke sendiri!"

"Cik Bella, Nape mandi lambat sangat nyi??"

Malam tu takda apa2 terjadi. Pagi tu, Bella mandi pagi pukul 10 pagi, bilik air ni is on the ground floor, kat atas dia ada tempat sidai baju, and kat siling toilet ni ada lubang kecik yang hubungkan toilet ngan tempat sidai baju kat atas. Bella tengah mandi tibe2 dia dengar bunyi pintu ampaian kat atas SLAM! Bella terkejut, dia pikir "Bongok la budak2 ni, tak tutup pintu ampaian," Then dia dengar suare budak-budak ketawa kat atas, Bella pandang atas....dia nampak banyak bayang2 budak berlari2 kat atas ketawa2. "Tak mungkin...."

Few months later, Bella beranikan diri datang to her friend's house lagi, lepak kat situ jap and bile dia nak gi toilet, dia akan buat alasan tuk balik rumah. Time tu pukul 5 petang, her friend Jennifer yang duduk rumah tu pun bye2 die dari rumah. Bella dah keluar pagar, dia pun kunci pagar dar luar, untuk ba-bye Jennifer... bila dia angkat kepala je... Ahhh!!! Jennifer!!! Bella nampak lembaga yang sangat besar belakang Jennifer, dalam rumah tu. Sangat tinggi sampai kepala lembaga tu kene siling. Bella nak bagitau Jennifer ada something behind her, tapi Bella tau kenapa tah cuma dia je yang boleh nampak lembaga tu dan lembaga tu tak kan keluar rumah tu dan tak akan kacau Jennifer. So Bella balik je.hahaha... Sekarang Jennifer dah pindah dari rumah tu.

Ha-ha...I love telling ghosts stories . Hhhrm... If ever you are in those situations, what would you do?


Friday, December 11, 2009

:+: Let's croz Our fingers and smile :+:


Sometimes simple things can make you feel so happy.

Sometimes life is just playing mean to you, to show you that you deserve a lot better.

Sometimes it's okay to let him love you more than you love him.

Sometimes it's okay to be hurt yesterday because life is an ebb to flow from darkness and back again.

Sometimes it's okay to never forget all those things that broke you, because they are your learning lessons in life.

Sometimes it's okay to leave him alone for a day or two, guys need space more than girls.

Sometimes we just got to tell them we need attentions, rather than giving them the silent treatment, guys just don't get it!

Sometimes girls in cliques could be so heartless and do mean things to you, it's okay to stand tall even if you are alone.


Saturday, December 5, 2009

:+: Telu :+:

Three names that friends call you :

1. Shikyn --> all my friends ;)

2. Nur ---> my beloved family!

3. Ckin ---> besties!

Three most important dates in your life :

1. 0809

2. 0110

3. 1501

Three things you've done in the last 30 minutes :

1. Text Michaelangelo

2. Watching spongebob back to back hehe...

3. reading blogs

Three people you miss from your past :

1. The only person who understands me 101% - cik Tedie weng weng weng =)

2. my mom,dad n sis! they're coming down to surabaya this month, yippie yeay!!!

3. my best friends in malaysia. especially zana who is getting married this month. huhu.

Three gifts you would like to receive :

1. I want a big great hug with a lil squeeze.

2. a pendrive? haha..just lost mine last week! nak pendrive baru!!!

3. a new pencil-case (a.s.a.p)

Three of your favorite hobbies:

1. sms-ing. a single sms can light up my whole day. =)

2. Blogging. Obviously, it's another way to express how i feeeeeel~ weeee!!

3. Lepaking with Michaelangelo, but he's a busy man la now. ho-ho-ho. =(

Three places yoy want to go for vacation :

1. Hawaii!!! I wanna wear those hulla skirt with coconut bra and do the hulla dance on the beach!

2. Bali!! I wanna go to Bali before I graduate'.

3. Urm...I wanna go to Thailand again. To see where my ancestors hail' from and to flash back memories! i can't believe i live there for years and have no memories at all. keh3...

Three favorite drinks :

1. Ice lemon tea! super yummy and the best drink to quench my thirst!

2. chocolate milk shake!

3. fresh orange! the best juice ever. unfortunately there is no fresh orange in Indonesia. BUMMER!!!

Three things found in your bag :

1. my Nokia X-presMusic phone.

2. My bundle-of-wateva-keys

3. My black-purse

Three favorite colors:

1. red

2. pink

3. slimy green ---> recently

Top three u love so much

1. my family! my beautiful,super 'gorjes' mom, and my super hawt javanese dad, my tall sis and my super beautiful younger sis diyana.

2. my love. you know who you are. No matter how far or near, you'll always pull me through. I know I'll always cherish you

3. my back-bones. my beloved besties and supremes friends at sby and msia and everywhere!

Top three "things" special to you :

1. my touch-screen hand-phone, everybody is just a touch away! it's supreme!

2. my old laptop, haha..priceless!

3. my self-confident, i don't know if it's count as 'things' ke tak..tapi tibai je lah.haha

Top three people you hate most :

1. PLAYBOYS!!!! haha..please stay the fcuk away from me ok? that means you. Teruslah mem-playboy kan diri anda. But I want the-hell-out-of your-pathetic-life-forever.

2. liars @ pretenders @ five faces bitch.

3. Super laser people yang cakap tak de traffic light langsung. ahaha.

Thanks Pika for this tag, larve yah hun! Lame tak wat tag actually. hehe..peace2!!!

Monday, November 30, 2009

:+: Ahaks :+:

Sometimes I tak caya lagi, I'm a final year student already
1 sem to go shikin! 9 sem almost finish edy!
Dulu time 'kecik-kecik2' dulu, time ade kak nad, kak amy and abg2 yang dah grad now. I mesti pandang 'salut' kat deorang. Hebat nye korunk ley bertahan sampai sekarang. How did u guys do it?! Now, I am a 'SS' - Super Senior here. To batch 2005, caiyok2. I know life gets harder everyday... Everyday rase cam nak head-bang je when things don't go the way you want them. Recently, I ade bengang ngan a junior. Dulu, I selalu rase asal senior2 dulu asyik minta respect je dari junior. Asyik suruh junior bagi salam dulu. Tapi dia sendiri tak nak tegur first. Ego senior la katekan. Ha-ha. Erm..I hope this kinda unhealthy trend tak berlanjut. Tapi still... friendly senior, they are still human and have feelings also. Now, junior lalu tak bagi salam kat senior, takde sape kesah. Trend dulu dah expired la. lol.

Tapi apa kata dunia bile JUNIOR sound SENIOR?

Pernah tak kene sound ngan junior? Like tibe-tibe je kene sound.
A junior 'sound' a group of super senior.
Serious rase cam nak tampar muke die.

Memang lately I selalu hang-out ngan junior.
Dia tak sedar kot dia lagi muda.
Memang I ni pendiam, pendek,
Dia bising, tinggi, feymes*,
Tapi jangan celupar dik.
Sebaik mane pun I ni.
Tinggi mane pun ko, setebal mane pun makeup kat muke ko,
ko tetap junior aku. Jangan sombong.
I might just wipe that stupid make up off your face and slap you.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Terasa terganggu

Semalam I gi tengok 2012 for the second time, rumour says that ahad ni (which is today) is the last day cite tu akan ditayangkan sebab cite ni memesongkan akidah orang Islam. I watched twice already, tak rase akidah terpesong. Tak caye lah 2012 nanti kiamat. Pandai2 je korunk ni. Habes tengok 2012 kat delta(a mall near my house) ngan Aki, Huda, A.Fared, Zul, Chun and A.Pon, kitarunk nampak sesuatu yang sangat mengganggu pikiran, mental,dan duh...mata!! obscene nye!!! kat delta! Sebelah Delta ada markas akademi tentera angakatan udara Indonesia.

Budak wannabe pilot ni sentiase bersepah kat Delta especially bile time outing. Deorang time outing kene pakai uniform outing warna coklat... yang... super KETAT. Super duper...duper...ahahha...

Me, Aki, Huda, A.Fared, Zul, Chun and A.Pon tgah makan kat Hok2 Ben when we saw them for the first time. Muke a. Fared tercangang and Huda tergelak-gelak.I try not to look.. "Duh Seksinye!!! Seksi seksa. Agak2 nya nak butang baju pun susah, sucking ketatnye baju, Camane depa nafas tuh??!"Everytime time outing deorang, Delta akan 'dibanjiri' dengan wannabe pilot ni. I would jalan tengok bawah je. Malu sangat nak tengok deorang. Baju deorang sangat ketat macam tak pakai pape. WOW-WEE... Imagine more than 100 guys in tight uniform and build up body walking "selambenye" around a small mall and you are in the same mall. "You can see everything, haiyooo put some towels on la for god sake. Cover up...pppffffftttt...!!!!!"

Below are pictures of their uniform, i've seen worse yesterday. Omg3x...
Tak nak gi Delta lagi time derunk outing. Hu-hu.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

:+: Fk wall of Fame :+:

Setiap hari on the way to klinik, I mesti lalu FK wall of Fame. This is where they paste names of doctors yang graduated dari 1st batch sampai the latest. Some writing at the wall are in bahasa Belanda sebab dulu Indonesia kan bawah jajahan Belanda, and my University ni memang one of the oldest Uni in Indonesia. Sambil jalan2 gi kelas, sambil lalu2...usha la name2 doctor2 alumni Unair (University Airlangga). Cube kite try test tengok same2 ek...

This is me standing depan Fk hall of Fame, with my chommot everyday baju. Ned-indische artsenschool!!!! that's the name of my school peeps. Tu in bahasa belanda. Meaning sekolah art+medic. They believed that medic school is all about art. That's why name die camni. Gue sokong!!! Human's the greatest art ever bebeh!

This is the famous wall of fame

As we all know Justin Timberlake grad kat University of Airlangga. Atas sebab undercover, takot fans die tau, he changed is name to Mr. Tumberlaka.

Name doctor yang paling bombastika in my school is dr.Zina, erk.... unique hell name dia ok! Justin tumberlaka's little brother masuk the same school. His name was W.H Tumberlaka. but he wasn't as feyyyymes as his Bro, but still need to change his last name for 'safety'.ngeh2..

If ever, I saket and my mom asked me to go see a doctor, I know of all the doctor in the world, I would never go to see this doc... doc must i say more??? i would rather go to dr. HAPPY THING (ehem?hepi thing?I wonder what's so happy bout him ek? ehem2...) or dr. Sweet-thing (He sounds....sweet...)

There are also weird docs name like...dr.Basah Karnen. Omg! dr. Basah i wonder what did he do to get that name. hehehe...and well... everybody kat FK and FKG pasti 101% kenal dengan our top celebrity. doc paling terkenal...lagi terkenal dari dr. Basah....siapakah beliau?? hahaa... DR.TILAM of course! hehehe...

so, unique kan name2 deorang. everytime lalu mesti rase nak tersengih2 sendiri. hehe...

Monday, November 9, 2009

:+: A wish away :+:

You make me a happy girl...

Now I stand out in the crowd,

For the very first time in my life
I am speechless

When I close my eyes,
I see

When I sleep,
I see
Your eyes staring at me

When I open my eyes,
there you are

A wish away and you are

You're everywhere!

Yurp, It's official
You got the best flavour

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Penutup botol yang kurang higienis

Yesterday me and my friends pergi beli air kat kantin FKG before klinik starts. My friends beli frestea, i beli teh 'o' ice. We were surprised how dirty were the caps, penutup botol f-r-e-s-t-e-a tu. They were gross... The kind of staind yang oily2 and you can korek using your nails. They were grozzzz. ok. Looks like macam penutup ni kene recycle je from the former users. Looks old and dirty... Big Eiww ok. Cek2 la drinks korunk before you drink 'em. Seriously.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

:+: I don't want your boyfriend la!!!! :+:

Weyh, aku tak nak balak ko lah! serious tak nak! Lately ni I asyik kene serang ngan minah ni je. Asyik call number maxis I. I didn't pick up la. Jatuh kredit nanti sebab I'm oversea. She's calling from Msia. Dia asyik text I emo2.

"Gud luck with cik X, Hope you guys are happy, I'm done here!"

I cam eit? Aasal ni? Memang I dah kenal sangat ngan balak pompuan ni, die SUPER gatal. Semua pompuan die nak berkenalan, nak ajak kua, nak msg, nak macam2 la. Tapi asal I lak yang kene attack? Memang la he's my ex dulu, but that doesn't mean I want him back. Tak nak la orang camtu! haha.. what for?! LOL.

I dah cakap banyak kali, I don't want your BF la!!!! PLEASE leave me alone! BF die ni pun cm sengal, if i jumpe mammat tu,i nak tenyeh2 hidung die. Pandai je buat cite kat GF die about me. Kita dah berbulan tak jumpe la mammat!

"I heard cite mammat ni been menggatal ngan orang lain also, and die tak ngaku pun ko GF die last time aku jumpe die. Tau tak berapa kali he asked me out? Tau tak when I sebut your name, he rolled his eyes?" Kadang2 bila pompuan tu dok serang I, I cam nak cakap je ayat tadi. Tapi tak sampai hati lak. Nanti melalak lak dia, nanges tak berlagu.

Obviously mammat tu tipu ko!! wake up la! Suke hati you la nak buat pe ngan die.

Tapi 100%, I am sure, I TAK NAK BF KO!!!! Please stop bothering me.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

:+: Sex :+:

Sexually active makes you a pervert
Sexually educated makes you brilliant

Safe sex is the best option in life.

Watching stupid porn is a pervert thing. But learning human anatomy, STD (sexual transmitted disease) and find ways to prevent them, learn about human lust and ways of controlling are not 'wasted' knowledge.

This post is about my "hasrat tak tersampai". I wish I could say this to Cik Mojo-jojo. But I can't... So miss bloggie, kammu je la tempat curhat ku. Sniff Sniff.... Dengan ayat super poyo, I wanna build a better community in this world. Haha..POYO SGT ok! To cik Mojo-jojo yang suke pikir bukan2 bout me. Sigh* Sigh* Therez thousand words I wish you never said to me. CikMojo-jojo wonders how I know so much about contraception, "Aku belajar la dodol," and last week was my speech about it. My speech about contraception (mencegah hamil) selama sejam. I'm so happy I did it. I wish u were there to see me. This is part of my sex education to adults. This doesn't make me a perrrrvert. Be open-minded.

Yea mak cik, mak cik... ni condom yea... ni IUD....

Budak ni ngah enjoy gali biji timah while tegok my pamplet. Tu uterus ek dik..bukan es krim..

Oh yurp, seperti biase. By the end of my post ade song or poems This one for you Cik Mojo-jojo,

You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray. And I stood there loving you and wished them all away,and you come away with a great little story of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you. Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day. So just walk away, ain't no use defending words that you will never say.

You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you
Died for you
Every smile you fake is so condescending, counting all the scars you made. now that I'm sitting here thinking it through. I've never been anywhere cold as you


I baru baliK dari PH III (Public health 3) dekat Malang. 2 minggu maa...kerja cari 'masalah' kat puskesmas (pusat kesehatan masyarakat) kat sana, solved it and balik surabaya 'tersenyum2'...

I just nak curhat kat miss bloggie tentang incident yang happened kat Lawang, sabtu pagi, I ada Sidang proposal PH3 Sidang proposal agak ni agak scary la. Kite present proposal kite, and di 'bantai' dengan 4 kepala puskesmas (hospital directors), drg ikgm dan pembimbing bapelkes Lawang. So the night before kene siapkan makalah 7 copies, slide show and kene ready for our speech. Stress is in the air.

My room hrm nak buat cite, Jumaat petang I sampai Bapelkes (Balai kesehatan Lawang), cek in, masuk ro0m. 1 bilik = 6 orang.My ro0m ada 5 orang. Tengah2 guling2 macam tenggiling. Tibe-tibe...jeng jeng jeng jeng.... ada 3 orang "Karipap" (Karipap ni nama kueh. I panggil deorang karipap cuz I'm so mad at them and I haf no idea nak panggil derunk ngan bad word ape) Datang2 je taruk their stuffs kat my bed. Put their dirty bag on my stuffs and halau me dari bilik. OMG. WTHeck? "I want this room! This is my room!" Karipap pertama yelled at me. "Yeah this is our room! We want you guys out!" Yelled the 2nd Karipap. WTF? I da cek in kat bilik ni u noe~. if u halau me, where should i go? Go get yourself another room whore. Then the 3 karipap halau me and my friends 3 orang. They don't care where we should sleep. They don't fuckin care ok! All they know is they want our bunkers. Hell-no-bitches. The 3 karipap kept tengking2 us. and bile 3p.m, my dosen pembimbing suruh jumpe die for konsultasi. the 3 of us when for konsul. At 5p.m, we went back to our room.. OUH! all my stuffs da kat bawah and the 3 Karipap amek katil kitarunk, rapat kan jadi 1 ke dinding, sat on them and tak nak bangun2.

I kept asking for them to go cek in sendiri and g la cari bilik sendiri. They fuck'n laughed at me je. I ran out. I cried and cried and cried.... sampai malam I can't stop crying. You whores! I came back after Maghrib, sat outside my room. I kene ready kan my mental n physical for tomorrow. Cuz besok lagi penting dari semua BULL-SHIT ni. I masuk bilik lagi.


So malam tu, I duduk kat luar, type my proposal kat luar bilik. My laptop, my printer semua kat luar bilik. Pakai extension je amek letrik dari bilik. Imagine la bertapa kejam nye anak2 FKG ni, halau membe sendiri dar bilik die, throw my stuffs, dah la Lawang tu malam tu it was 23degrees. Ke less...tapi Lawang memang sangat sejuk ok! Windy night.....It was so cold!


I came to them, the one who took my bed is the leader, yang lain lembu2 dia je. I said "Kalian memang tak manusiawi,"

At 1a.m, I kesejukan kat luar, and kat luar dah sepi gile. Takot ternampak I masuk balik 'bilik I'. The 3 karipap tak bangun2 dari our bed. I masuk bilik je. Deorang buat muke "Wat are you doin here, get out!" But it was so cold outside, I'll die freezing if i sleep outside, I cuddle beside Aliya and shut my eyes.

Tomorrow 8 p.m, My ujian proposal PH3 was a total success. Allah haf been super nice to me. Alhamdulillah.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

:+: Bubbly :+:

Seriously lame sangat tak blog. Lately I feel macam nak duduk diam je and watch my beautiful life everyday. I never thought that life could be soo0o0o0 nice to me. Yela after my SELFISH ex-bf left, I thought I'll be sad forever but hye why cry for someone who'll never understand the real meaning of LOVE. All my girlfriends and guyfriends cakap he'll get his karma so0n enough. I just smile cuz I think he already did when someone from Kedah teX me and told me about his newest love-life, I laughed hysterically. Ok tu dia punya hal la, tak payah nak blab kat my bloggy terchenta. Most of my blog readers kenal my ex,jilat cili sendiri rase pedas sendiri la. Tak payah la I nak explain cili tu rase dia camane. After he accused me of million things I didn't do and left... i macam WTHeck? Are you on drugs hunny? You must be. hahaha...

So now?

Ehem2... All i can say about my life is PERGH!!!!!! ...... Betol ke ni? Someone please cuuuubit me kuat2 because I think I'm dreaming now. I don't know why Allah is so0o0o0 generous to me, But thank you Allah. Thank you! thank you! thank you! I got zillion texts asking for updates. Hrm... hehe. Takde pe la peeps. Saket gak gIgIt bibir sendiri ni nak diam. OUCH!!!!


I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglees in a silly place

It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is fallin' on my window pane
But we are hidin' in a safer place
Under the covers stayin' safe and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

So happy
So happy
So happy
So happy
So happy
So happy
So happy
So happy
o happy
So happy
So happy
o happy
So happy
So happy
So happy
So happy

Sunday, October 11, 2009


Don't talk too much
Nanti J
INX datang...
So sssshhhhuuu
HUsh Hush...
I'm happy now

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

:+: InsiDe Her Head :+:

I woke up at 415 a.m, wash my face, comb my hair. Amek my hp and earphone, switch on my favourite songs and go for a jog. Memang agak buang tebiat siket lah jog pagi2 hari. Tapi raya ni i gain 2kilos! Deym 2 kilos! Angin pagi2 hari freeeeeeezzing!! Listening to "Homecoming by hey monday" reminds me of SOMEONE. Kepale I da pusing2 dah. Why do u have to make things so complicated? WTH? Who does he think he is?

Time saya ada bf dulu, awak tak henti-henti ganggu saya
padahal time tu awak dah de gf
Tapi ngaku single
Tak kesian ke gf awak?

Time saya gf awak, awak tak henti-henti ganggu dia
padahal time tu dia dah da bf
Tapi ngaku hanya nak berkawan la konon
Tak kesian ke kat saya?

Time awak ada gf terbaru,
Dia kata, awak lah segala2 nya
Tapi time saya tanya awak, awak ngaku single lagi,
Tak kesian ke kat dia?

Time awak bf dia, awak tak henti-henti ganggu kawan sekolah lame awak,
padahal dia dah de bf
padahal skarang awak bf orang,
Tapi ngaku single,
Tak kesian ke kat dia?

So bila saya pikir2 balik, duh... aduhai lelaki... Lelaki ni Pelik bin Ajaib tol la. My steps are getting faster. Muktamad... muktamad... Awak memang penjahat wanita. (CLICK HERE. Rujuk kepada post lama saya) . Biarlah dia dan dunia dia. Ntah asal tibe2 teringat mamat tu. SEBEL....

I started to run faster and faster... Tibe-tibe life jadi lagi happy dari 1 minit tadi. I feel so free... I am free!!! Sweat started to fall down like waterfall. Pagi tu tak terasa sejuk sangat dah. Tibe-tibe my songs stop, duh! Anis message kejut subuh. Da bangun la cik Anis . Mentang2 lah msg sesama number indon free. Ro0mates pun nak msg2.

It was 600 a.m, Sejam lagi lecture dah start, my roomates Anis and Aliya tak amek lecture ni. Duh! malasnye nak gi lecture sorank2! Asal la kene belajar LAW kat Indonesia. Dah la lain nanti kat MALAYSIA!!! Hati berat je nak pergi kelas LAW. And hati makin tak tenang pikir klinik and patients. Harini full ade appointments ngan patients. It's gonna be a tiring day. Seriously!

Lecture 1 : Law
Patient 1 : Full denture
Patient 2 + 3 : Register and exam'
See 3 doctors today
find patients in the evening
Study at night

To all FUTURE MOMS AND DADS out there! Hantar your children belajar dentistry memang macam kamikaze. LOL. Still I'm loving my job and my hectic life now. =)
:+: Dear Ted, tuka life jom? :+: