Monday, January 2, 2012

:+:+: Dear Blog :+:+:

Dear belog....

I miss you!!! It's been months since I "see" you. I've been busy ... super busy working. Still trying adapting to the title "doctor" in my life. Every time I think I have extra time... "oncall" comes bitching in and left me with nothing but depression....

Name me one doctor or dentist who never suffer from depression due to work?

If she or he exists, that means he or she is mentally retarded. Nooooo freaking way. There are ups and downs in work life. And thank god for me most of them are good memories, but oncalls will always be the party "poopers"!!

Let's review one of my favourite posts in this blog.

There's a lot of unforgettable memories... like this post !! (click there) <--- Jungle trekking with my friends that i'll say "dengan drama queen nye" almost cost me my life. But it was a life long experience. I would do it again and again if I have the chance to. Hehe. Bila baca balik macam cite Titanic plak. Gilos jiwang okey!

Well what can i say... Blogger is not in trend nowadays... Twitter is... Ramai orang kutuk2 Facebook tapi gune jugak.... ahhhh well....

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

:+:+: Bahagia :+:+:

Hari Raya 2011

Fav photo of the year

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- us -

Sunday, August 28, 2011

:+: The Holy silence :+:

There was a holy silence like a gasp waiting for a magic to cast a spell on someone. It wasn't awkward at all. The silence was brilliant. As we sat there, saying nothing, stealing glimpse of each other. Afraid to stare for too long, afraid that the moment would end and left us with regrets. The room was air-conditioned, no wind dare to blow but somehow there was a chill running down my neck and face like a trigeminal neuralgia attack but somehow pleasant.

It's him. This is him! Sitting beside me. My heart skipped a beat. Feeling pathetic and silly as I gasp for air. He sat there with his eyes locked to me. They were small, deep and gorgeous in so many mysterious ways.

As our fingers intertwined, I was trying to figure out what is this weird feeling. It feels like an unknown chemicals running past my heart in an increasing speed. He was more matured looking since last we met. I realized how his jaw developed as he metamorphosis to a man.

Shikyn =)

Sunday, August 21, 2011

The perfect boyfriend

Gotta love no.6 - never make her pay. You're perfect bebeh!

Every girl dream since they were a little girl is that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.

• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• leave her cute text notes.
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.
• look at her like she's the only girl you see.
• tickle her even when she says stop.
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms.
• get her mad, then kiss her.
• stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• stay up all night with her when she's sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• give her the world.
• let her wear your clothes.
• when she's sad, hang out with her.
• let her know she's important.
• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell her.
• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before.

p/s: Thank you Allah for the give of Aki. He's more than my dreams.

Sunday, April 17, 2011

:+:+: dental officer :+:+:

Kerja kat oral surgery hosp serdang best. Lagi best dari klinik bedah mulut kat university dulu. winks ;) Penat tu biase lah. =)

Last few days, I got a trauma patient. Lepas patient turun dari ambulance, masuk emergency, kriiing kriiing.... tepon berbunyi... "Hello dental, saya dr. X dari emergency, ade kes kat emergency, boleh dtg sini skrg?" me and two dental nurses pun pergi lah emergency.. Padahal time tu dah pukul 12 tengahari . Perot dah berbunyi... sampai jumpe cik patient... muke dah terkoyak2... dari mata sampai semuanya lah. so kesian..huhu. jahit pnye jahit... nak keluarkan macam2 kacalah dalam muke die... bayangkan lah kene buat bendalah ni semua sorank2, atau berdua dengan dokter lain... serious penat.

Lepas 3 jam, stablekan bleeding die. Tibe2 ade dokter ortho masuk "Owh..awak dental ek? after u finished suturing the face, can you suture the legs also?" time tu memang rase nak mencarut2 dah... "pale hotak lu la...penat hell okey... i buat bagian muke je ok!!,"(cakap dalam hati je la) i tengok 2-2 tgn die pth, 2-2 kaki die patah, luke everywhere, rase macam nak pensan dah kalau kene suture semua lacerations. Nasib baik tibe2 ade HO yang macho datang tolong. =D

Tomorrow is Monday. Looking forward to work.
Happy weekdays everybody...

The smiling star

smiling star? oh yeah...that's me!!

lame tak update. Dah kerja la katekan. Selama belajar dulu, tak pernah imagine kerja dentist gile2 macam ni... rase macam "menjebak" diri sendiri je.. eh ade ke kate "menjebak"? haha...

"I never imagine myself suturing people's eyelids, nose, lips and any other parts of human body almost everyday," "Running to emergency to stop bleeding and save life have been my daily routine for the past 3 months,"

I'm overwork and underpay. Okay, may be not under pay lah, tapi sebab tak dapat2 lagi gaji sampai sekarang... So I'm a bit grumpy, I will be until the end of this month!! kuikui... Nanti dapat two and a half months punyer gaji... wah2 wah2!! (i won't tell u how much) haha... Seriously, I wanna buy a blackberry asap! My bf has been so nice and understanding I tak de BB, Kesian kredit die mengalir macam waterfal... waterfall tau... bukan sungai lagi. and since most of my bff are married to their BB... i think getting one is a good idea..hehe

I know I've wrote down a lot of bullshit in my blog before, I regret writing them. I have to admit, I was stupid and heartbroken. lol. But who cares now. lol.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011


super short post

kerja kat hospital serdang kadang2 hectic sangat...kadang2 santai sempoi...
love my workplace =)

Monday, March 7, 2011

Hai... happy mood.. Thanks dyza collections =)

Time menganggur dulu, rajin sangat masuk contest Fesbuk. Mula ngade2 nak masuk contest start dari BFF contest. My super BFF, Arina Aliaa ajak join. Manalah tau memang rezeki kite, dapat menang 1st prize =) Alhamdulillah. Sebab time tu 'terlalu' tak de kerja kat rumah... kite"termasuklah" another contest.

Contest by Dyza collections ni simple je. Bagi nama je.... wait and see... kalau dapat banyak vote, menang lah. kalau tak dapat vote...well...

Me and my sis masuk contest ni. Nampak macam best sebab tak payah submit gambar... =)
6 march ni hari last day untuk vote. Alhamdulillah rezeki lagi. I've won 2nd place and my baby sis Diyana won 5th place. Dyza collections ni jual brooch, pins and headbands... seriously semuanya super duper cute ok!!

I've won :

10 super cute brooches
this exotic unique flower brooch
this red ribbon brooch =) merah lagi you....
My sis won

comel2 kan brooch dia =)

P/s : Alhamdulillah =)

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Zefari Shawl

Alhamdulillah today I've won my 2nd Fb contest...

Semalam malam, buka FB ternampak "Pertandingan namakan shawl anggunklasik" by anggun klasik. Kebetulan malam tu, dinner kat Restoren Sop Utara di Jalan Plumbum, tibe2 terjeling2... eh!! Kedai anggun klasik kat sebelah restoren tu je...

Butik Anggun klasik buat contest namakan shawl2. Semalam sambil2 study oral surgery, tibe2 terjoin contest ni...terjoin tau..hehe...

sebab shawl ni ade stripes zebra and leopard, kite name kan die..
" zebra + safari = zefari shawl . Macam cute je nak sebut "zefari"... it's catchy and cute... "

Yang best tentang contest ni, kite tak payah suruh orang "like" gambar atau komen kita. Sebab admin yang tentukan siapa yang menang. Alhamdulillah harini admin pilih "Zefari Shawl" as their winner. Dapat free shawl... =)

Mood : smiling from ear to ear

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Alhamdulillah present dah sampai =D

Hadiah contest dah sampai...

As you guys know, I won a photo contest last week
by eight deisgns boutique =)

Balik2 kerja je nampak package pos laju atas meja from eightdesigns boutique.
Time tu tengah super duper penat. Tapi bila nampak package ni rase macam dapat christmas present dari Santa Claus je... hilang penat. Melompat2 buka package.

Dalam package tu ade:

Flora tops shirt
Dah jadi my favourite shirt dah.. sangat sedap tuk dipakai =)

Marina puff-sleeved t-shirt
Rase macam princess je time pakai baju ni ...hehe...

Plus size shirt Fariza, red kaler lagi.. my fav kaler =D

This super gorgeous red crop cardigan

Thank you eight designs for the wonderful presents!!
I nak recommend my friends to shop here

Sebab material die memang ade quality and best tuk pakai =)

p/s : Bila la nak duduk hotel ni? hye Girlfriends bila free? semua dah jadi doctors.. kangen =')

Jom share experience =)

Jom share experience 1

What if this patient came to your clinic with these complications. What would you do??? alamak...alamak.... !!

1. 60yo/male/Malay
With history of ESRF (renal failure), DM (diabetes mellitus), HPT (hypertension) and have just gone through dialysis in the last one hour. Complaint of toothache on the lower right side of the mouth. Difficulty in eating. No gums swelling. Mild caries seen.

Noted : poor dental hygiene, sparse teeth, lots of attrition.

Okey, gigi yang die sakit tu pulpitis reversible cetetot, plak and calculus banyak sangat. What should you do? kenape die sakit gigi?? and most importantly... tgk complication die.

1. have ESRF (renal failure)
Bila kite ade patient with renal complication and just gone through dialysis, yang kite kene "fear" is anemia. Jadi however pun kene avoid any kind of bleeding on this patient. Apa kaitan kidney dengan anemia??

ESRF disturb :
1. filtration
2. creatinine
3. production of erythropoitin

filtration of glomerulus
- filter Natrium. phosphate, calcium ions
- hipercalmia (overflow of calcium ions), hyperphosphataemia(overflow of phosphate ions)
-fluid volume overflow
- metabolic acidosis, excess acid

2. indication of renal failure is creatinine
- if the level of creatinine is high, it will decrease the capability to descrete products and failing glomerulus filtration

Bila ade gangguan kat production of erythropoitin, erythrosit pun sikit. Jadilah anemia. and also fatique. =)

Alert** Patient with renal failure always* have hypertension and DM too.alert**

So. treatment for this patient is scalling for the problem tooth and superficial scalling for other teeth (non-gingival manipulation to avoid gums bleeding) and prophylaxis. A week after, dah baik dah sakit gigi die!! Calculus ni noty btol!! Tak payah tampal. Die sakit sebab periodontal problem. Gigi tu cume pulpitis reversible je. =)

Ok gambar hiasan je =)
Congrats sesiapa yang dah dapat gaji pertama!!

Hai working life!!

I'm working at Serdang Oral Surgery Clinic now.
Tu lah berlagak sangat dapat title Dr. Nur Ashikin, DDS (Doctor of Dental Surgery)
Eh ade ke berlagak? macam tak =)
Kene bedebub dapat kerja kat department surgery!!

My lovely hospital. Jom la datang visit =)
Life is great... No stress but super duper exhausted!

Serdang is a Referred Hospital, so memang boleh budget la patient2 yang datang kat situ memang kes susah2 or with complications. I just found out what I've learned at my University is only 30% from what I have to apply in my worklife. (Beribu-ribu lemon lagi kene belajar!!)

1. Masalah terms
2. Languange
3. Knowledge

Tapi jangan takot kerja. Kerja is great!! Best sangat... Rase sia-sia je takot sampai tak tidur malam sebab pikir kerja... Jangan dengar sangat cakap orang lain... Lain orang lain rezeki =)

Wednesday, February 2, 2011


Fuhh... lame tak write post, asyik post quotes and poems je lately. Rase macam nak mendiam diri sekejap tu yang tak update sangat =D

Well, anyways, back to the topic... Sebulan lalu, my BEST FRIEND, BEST BEST IN THE WORLD ajak masuk contest ni. Name die BFF Contest by eight designs boutique. Name contest macam menarik... bila tengok prize dia lagi menarik!

Check it out!

wuu..duduk hotel 5star you... sorilah saya ni jakun mak kiah sket...

Mula2 rase contest ni macam pelik tapi cute, main "like2" plak... (tak tau plak sekarang tgh trend contest "like2" macam ni.hehe) Maklumlah ni mungkin kali pertama masuk contest seumur hidup... selama ni tgk contest je rase malasssnyeee.... bukan boleh menang pun... ramai sangat orang masuk..huhu...

Harini I buka contest ni, nak check updates votes... terbeliak mata rase berpinar-pinar tengok dah 713 likes. Alhamdulillah... betol ke ni... Thank you!! Rase nak PM setiap orang yang bagi like tu tapi tak mampu ramai sangat. Jadi komen je la "Thanks everybody =,)" Moga2 besok votes naik lagi, boleh lah gambar ni menang... dapat lah merase duduk Crown Plaza Mutiara Hotel yg 5 star tu. Nak tunggu Honey moon macam lame lagi je =p

kalau nampak gambar ni...rajin2 la klik "like" (sempat promote lagi...)

Special thanks to my darlinks yang sgt I rinduu - add, nad, min, arina, irah =)

Cara nak "like" picture:
1. "like" eight designs boutique (here)
2. like my picture (here)


Monday, January 10, 2011

Wait for the boy who will be your best friend.
The boy who will drop everything to be with you at anytime of the day no matter what the circumstances.
Wait for the boy who makes you smile like no other, and
makes you smile when he smiles.
You know he needs you.
Wait for the boy who wants to show you off to the world when you’re
in sweats and have no makeup on.
of all, wait for the boy who puts you at
the center of his universe because obviously,
he’ll be at the center of yours.

Takde keje mode : on
Senyum seindah suria peeps!

:+:+: Happiest girl alive :+:+:

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep…
wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in track pants,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you’re just as pretty without makeup on.
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU…
The one who turns to his friends and says, “that's her”….

And to think that you have all those quality, makes me the happiest girl alive now...