:+: InsiDe Her Head :+:

I woke up at 415 a.m, wash my face, comb my hair. Amek my hp and earphone, switch on my favourite songs and go for a jog. Memang agak buang tebiat siket lah jog pagi2 hari. Tapi raya ni i gain 2kilos! Deym 2 kilos! Angin pagi2 hari freeeeeeezzing!! Listening to "Homecoming by hey monday" reminds me of SOMEONE. Kepale I da pusing2 dah. Why do u have to make things so complicated? WTH? Who does he think he is?

Time saya ada bf dulu, awak tak henti-henti ganggu saya
padahal time tu awak dah de gf
Tapi ngaku single
Tak kesian ke gf awak?


Time saya gf awak, awak tak henti-henti ganggu dia
padahal time tu dia dah da bf
Tapi ngaku hanya nak berkawan la konon
Tak kesian ke kat saya?


Time awak ada gf terbaru,
Dia kata, awak lah segala2 nya
Tapi time saya tanya awak, awak ngaku single lagi,
Tak kesian ke kat dia?


Time awak bf dia, awak tak henti-henti ganggu kawan sekolah lame awak,
padahal dia dah de bf
padahal skarang awak bf orang,
Tapi ngaku single,
Tak kesian ke kat dia?
WTHeck?

So bila saya pikir2 balik, duh... aduhai lelaki... Lelaki ni Pelik bin Ajaib tol la. My steps are getting faster. Muktamad... muktamad... Awak memang penjahat wanita. (CLICK HERE. Rujuk kepada post lama saya) . Biarlah dia dan dunia dia. Ntah asal tibe2 teringat mamat tu. SEBEL....


I started to run faster and faster... Tibe-tibe life jadi lagi happy dari 1 minit tadi. I feel so free... I am free!!! Sweat started to fall down like waterfall. Pagi tu tak terasa sejuk sangat dah. Tibe-tibe my songs stop, duh! Anis message kejut subuh. Da bangun la cik Anis . Mentang2 lah msg sesama number indon free. Ro0mates pun nak msg2.


It was 600 a.m, Sejam lagi lecture dah start, my roomates Anis and Aliya tak amek lecture ni. Duh! malasnye nak gi lecture sorank2! Asal la kene belajar LAW kat Indonesia. Dah la lain nanti kat MALAYSIA!!! Hati berat je nak pergi kelas LAW. And hati makin tak tenang pikir klinik and patients. Harini full ade appointments ngan patients. It's gonna be a tiring day. Seriously!

Lecture 1 : Law
Patient 1 : Full denture
Patient 2 + 3 : Register and exam'
See 3 doctors today
find patients in the evening
Study at night

To all FUTURE MOMS AND DADS out there! Hantar your children belajar dentistry memang macam kamikaze. LOL. Still I'm loving my job and my hectic life now. =)
:+: Dear Ted, tuka life jom? :+:

BOYS

A heart is not a play thing, a heart is not a toy, but if you want it broken, Just give it to a boy.

Boys they like to play with things. To see what makes them run, But when it comes to kissing, They do it just for fun.

Boys never give their hearts away, They play us girls for fools, They wait until we give our hearts And then they play it cool.

You will wonder where he is at night. You will wonder if he's true, One moment you will be happy, One moment you will be blue.

If you get a chance to see him, Your heart begins to dance, Your life revolves around him, There's nothing like romance.

And then it starts to happen, You worry day and night You see, my friend, you're losing him. It never turns out right.

Boys are great, though immature. The price you pay is high, He may seem sweet and gorgeous But remember, he's a guy.

Don't fall in love with just a boy, That takes a lot of nerve. You see, my friend, you need a man To get what you deserve.

So when you think that you're in love, Be careful if you can, Before you give your heart away Make sure that he's a man

Sweetest birthday surprise

I went back to Malaysia yesterday. Semalam naik plane AK557 Air Asia to Kuala Lumpur. Tak sangka dalam flight tu tibe2, Cik Y dan cik F tab-tab-tab my shoulder and then hulurkan I plastik matahari, They were sitting behind me. Dengan terpinga-pinga I tanyalah ape ni?? Cik Y cakap ni Berday present. "Berday present?? kan berday kite dah lame dah...?" I pun buka lah plastik matahari tu pelan2... ade kotak dalam tu... ada tisu balut kotak tu. bukak lagi... Argh... perfume Wish silky girl! Terharu nye...I terus bangun dari my seat and hug + squeeze cik Y kuat-kuat!!! Sayang cik Y! Paling terharu is Cik Y and cik F bought this pefume kat kapal terbang tu jugak. RASE CAM BARU KENE PROPOSED JE. I'm so happy! Rase nak melompat2 je atas kapal terbang time tu. Tengah-tengah pelork2 cik Y tibe2 baru sedar we were having a bad weather that night and the seat belt sign was on. haha... baik duduk cepat2 sebelum stewardess garang tu datang. * Higs*

:+: Tisu yang balut perfume ni is tisu yang deorang dapat after eating dinner and the perfume was bought on board and the matahari plastic ntah mane tah deorang cilok...lol.:+:



Thanks cik Y sebab sponsor perfume saya raye ni.
I'm so going to your open house this raye...

clue: cik Y is an Infused
cik F is jejaka 07

" Lamer tak kene Tag "

Tag Ni panjang tau~

ABC QUESTIONS ABOT YOU :

A - AVAILABLE : NO!
B - BIRTHDAY: September
C - CRUSHING ON: HEHE!
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD : Ice tea buka pose tadi
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: My girfriends!
F - FAVORITE SONG: Love drunk - boys like girls
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: gummy worms! cuz it's longer! yums!
H - HOMETOWN: Johor + PJ
I - IN LOVE WITH: Ade lah...
J - JUGGLE: juggle mummble tummble! hehehe
K - KILLED SOMEONE: Yes! In my dreams je la tapi...
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: Erk....
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: strawberry yummies!
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 3
O - ONE WISH: Dr. Nur Ashikin
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Orang
R- REASON TO SMILE: Raye!!!! Dia, Awak dan dia dia dia!
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Bubblin' - Blue
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 3.15 a.m
W - WORST HABIT: Tidur diri (haha..main je)
X - X-RAYS YOU HAD: panoramic for braces
Y – YO-YOS ARE: yaw yaw yaw!!!
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: virgo virgin hunny bunny!

Eit? mane Q and U ?? HAHAHHA!


RANDOM QUESIONS ABOUT YOU :

Spell your name without vowels: Nr Shkn Hrn
What color do you wear most : Red!
Are you happy with your life right now?: Super duper heppi sampai flying!
What is your favorite class in school?: physics!
Are you outgoing?: Erk...
Favorite pair of shoes?: Heels!
Where do you wish you were right now?: M.A.L.A.Y.S.I.A


THE CANS

Can you dance?: oF CUZ!!!
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth: Erk...
Can you whistle?: Nope,nanti buka pintu neraka. Wallahualam*
Write with both hands?: SCRABBLE LEY LA!
Walk with your toes curled?: YESSSSS!!!


THE DO'S

Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Nope!
Do you believe in miracles?: Yes!!! happens
Do you believe in magic?: yes!!
Love at first sight?: Yess!!! And it sux...believe me!
Do you think there's a Satan?: yes!
Do you believe in Santa?: hahahaha...nak tergelak je!
Do you know how to swim?: Erk....
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: No!!!


THE HAVES

Have you ever been on a plane?: Definitely have. 8 times a year!
Have you ever asked someone out?: Yess!! ramai mangse kene drag keluar ni....
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Higs* yess*
Have you ever been to the ocean?: Higs* yess*
Have you ever painted your nails?: Higs* yesss*


THE WHATS

What is the temperature outside?: FREAKING HOT!
What radio station do you listen to?: LOTS!
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: RM TASTY
What was the last thing you bought?: tomyam rm tasty!
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: hehehe...tak ingat larh...

CRYING SECTION

Ever really cried your heart out?: yerp! and I felt better after that! so it was a must do thing!
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Higs* yes... Tgh sedey sudey
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: Higs* yess...cian shoulder die basah lecun!
Ever cried over the opposite sex: yu yum yum yum....
Do you cry when you get an injury?: aiyo0o..100% yess!
Do certain songs make you cry?: 99.9% yesss.


HAPPY SECTION

Are you a happy person?: yess!
What can make you happy?: Dia, awak, semua orang itu.
Do you wish you were happier?: Hehhe..yes...!
Can music make you happy?: Depends*


LOOK AT ME

What is your current hair color?: brownish black
Current piercings?: yessah
Have any tattoos?: taik lalat ade lah
Eye color?: dark brown =)

IN A GIRL/GUY

Favorite eye color: Dark brown..hawt!
Short or long hair: short n simple n spiky...cute!
Height: HIgher...definitely!
Best clothing: polo shirts or t-shirts with flip flop oh yah with pants or shorts of cuz!


HAVE YOU EVER

Been to jail: Erk...
Mooned someone: Erk...
Thrown up in a store: Erk....
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: Yesss...pnjat pagar rumah and school n UITM and semua pagar lah!


THIS OR THAT.

Pepsi or Coke: sirap selasih..haha!
McDonald's or Burger King: mc D! (Lupe kene band la! adoi!)
Single or Group Date: both!
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate!
Strawberries or Blueberries: Strawberries!
Meat or Veggies: Erk...
TV or Movie: movie
Guitar or Drums?: Guitar hero!
Adidas or Nike: Tiru jwpn ain n pika! MNG!!
Chinese or Mexican: mexican!
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Honey Stars! HEHEHHE...peace long live honey stars!!!

:+: Personal Thanks :+:

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Thank you to all this people for the birthday wishes and the prezzies. You guys are my smile for the next one year. Sangat terharu ok! Rase nak pelok2 je satu2.... Happy birthday to me!

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SPECIAL THANKS TO :

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my mom

my dad

nana

diyana

arina

butek

anis

aliya

aton

nad

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amar

alyn

Haris

pika

fren

Ezy

gung sri

nina andriana

elsandra

onny

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Go

dini

Ain loot

Dita

Aki

acap

amer

maey

imran

aizzie

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dollah

Huda

hilmi

izzaty

mas gani

ria

irna

mimin

adam

Liyana

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babon

add

ika

soraya

bunga

rista

mara

iqbal

kish

kamilia

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Ali

Saffy

Fika

Imran

ahmad

Nafisah

Dira

Arum

clara

iyla

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taufan

bagus

riska

Fian

Yongki

Vita

nana

devi

vic

rika

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dina

nanda

Arif

odin

anggie

yossi

praskosa

nuzulul ary

ari zakaria

Acik

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nurulhuda

molly

najat

esti

ninid

nuril

cory

olivia

marlyn

mus

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mukhlis

fizhieyda

rewina

dewi

dian

zwan

tengku Z

adhib

hendy

Haziq hakimi

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kartika

febri

jessica

natalia

joe

fatima zahra

zu

adnin

rudi

kak z

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Yern terchenta

okie dokie

salmah nina

Mas yaya'

Ditta

Meor Hanif

Yazid

Ike

Nancy

Apisz

Sare
Lynn
Uni
MO0n

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p/s : Sori if ada siape2 yang tertinggal. I'm trying my best to remember everyone. All the names are being type randomly according to my memory. Hehehe.

*Hugs* and *kisses!!*

Penjahat Wanita

Tergelak-gelak dengar lagu ni teringat CIK tut fut...

ni penjahat wanita ---> PLEASE avoid him k!(cuma gambar hiasan)

Lihatlah
Pada diriku
Aku cantik dan menarik
Dan kau mulai dekati aku

Ku beri sgalanya
Cinta harta dan jiwaku
Tapi kau malah menghilang
Bagai HANTU tak tau malu

Lelaki buaya darat
Demmit aku tertipu lagi
Mulutnya manis sekali
Tapi hati bagai serigala

Ku beri segalanya

Cinta harta dan jiwaku
Tapi kau malah menghilang
Bagai hantu sakitnya aku

Mungkin aku bodoh
Mungkin aku naif
Atau mungkin memang kamu
Penjahat wanita

BBBBWWWUUUEEEKK!!

Sebijik you ok!

:+: Aik? Pagi-pagi Rumah dah black out? :+:

Today is my 23rd birthday.

Semalam dah dapat wishes from all my friends

Extra happy now...

Ingat nak online pagi2...

cucuk charger je GEDEBOM!!!! bunyi bom atom world war 3,

charger laptop gue mletop... dah la still connected ngan laptop

berdebar seribu bahasa... Mampos lah thesis gue dalam laptop...

I keluar On balik suis letrik kat depan umah...

amek charger cucuk tempat len...

GLAMMM!!! Bunyi bom atom meletop lagi!!

Black out lagi rumah...

Rase diri DODOL giler... Dah meletop ade hati nak try lagi...

hope2 laptop tak rosak lah..

After this have to crash kat Imran's place to pinjam his charger...

What a weng weng weng way to start a birthday... haha..

.

0OPs!!!

:+: Bila Hati Sedih :+:

Tutup telinga
Tutup mata
Tutup hati

Saya sudah tak nak dengar

Apalah sayang kalau terus disakiti?

Saya sudah tidak sanggup

Noktah.

:+: Seram tapi kurang seram episode 2 :+:

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We didn't go to see the bomoh, gile ke? Tu macam serah nyawa je. Me and my friends just duduk kat living ro0m tolong kira kan pajak-pajak orang kampong tu. Actually my friends yang kira, I just sat there buat2 pandai. Tersangat la malas nak buat kerje. Mr.Brad cakap dia pandai tilik nasib tapi kene bagitau tarikh lahir dulu dan lahir hari apa. Cik G cari birthday dia and told Mr.Brad. Mr.Brad tilik then he told him his nasib. Cik G carikan my birthday, I lahir hari Khamis. 8 Sept 1986. Then Mr. Brad pikir jap, muke dia berkerut-kerut. "Owh, awak..kelemahan awak kat kaki bawah kanan," I swallowed hard. Camne dia tau I terseliuh a week before at my right ankle. He's good.



Then he looks at me, pointed a finger towards me and said..."Awak...awak...awak akan nikah dengan orang ke arah...ke arah....," Jantung I dah berdegup laju. Ade lah certain places I was hoping he would say... "ke arah... Pakistan,"My mouth drop! Semua orang gelakkan I. Deym* (excuse my word). But Pakistan??? The first thing that runs through my head is BULU DADA then the brownish Indian skin...which is not bad actually. Then the Bangla loghat... trying to sweet talk me. OMG! Oh no.... Then he said.."Tak semestinya orang Pakistan tapi kearah negara Pakistan lah, jodoh awak tu," My geografi sux, mane ek negara Pakistan...juling-juling mate I nak pikir..hhuhu. I tak percaye sangat cume Mr.Brad lawak la. me+org Pakistan? c'mon la...

Malaysia is the country in dark green. and Pakistan is the brown country. Ke arah Pakistan?? Erk....


Jom kita tengok peta Msia, If I kat Selangor...paling2 ke arah Pakistan is Perak, Penang, Kedah and Perlis... Hrm... menarik... Ahaha.....

P/s : Mr.Brad tilik nasib my friends and all of them are true..Ade yang terus happen on the next day. That is a big WOW...ilmu ape la mamat ni gune. Tapi still pengajaran post ni...jangan percaya kan tukang tilik.Percaya la ALLAH YANG MAHA ESA.

:+: Seram tapi kurang seram episode 1:+:

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A week ago bila I KKN di kampong Temu, Bojonegoro, I met a tukang tilik. Name die Mr.Brad Pitt (bukan nama sebenar). First time I jumpe Mr.Brad was at pejabat ketua kampong. Time meeting at the pejabat ketua kampong, I ade introduced myself from Malaysia. After the meeting ended, Mr.Brad calls me. He looks like a regular guy with a cigarette between his fingers and wore his regular uniform. We talked and talked. But as the conversation makin menghangat, his words turn flirty and I dah feel kurang selesa, with a million excuses I tried to pull myself out of the conversation.



Two days later, my friend cik G, asked me to teman him to see seorang yang berpengaruh di kampong tu, nek motor..tuttt..tuttt...sampai lah ke satu rumah.... masuk masuk je we disambut oleh a guy. He looks tired wearing old tattered clothes. I smiled to be polite. He looks at me and said "Apa kabar Nur Ashikin Bt Haron!?? " I terkejut! OMG! "camne he knows my name?" Terbeliak2 I terpinga2 tapi tak berani nak bertanya. I stared at him and Oo0o0o0o barulah sedar, he was the bapak I met at the pejabat ketua kampong haritu. Tapi if ye pon, camne dia tau my full name? I never told anyone my full name! Cik G sat between me and Mr. Brad, I feel safe. I'm afraid of him. I don't know why!! Mr. Brad told us kat depan sana ada tok bomoh, dia boleh tengok jodoh kita tapi dukun tu ade bele2 la and he asked us if nak pergi sana...jomlah! I dok usik2 cikG, pergilah pergilah... cik G buat muke selenge bengang je. Then time balik cik G shows me rumah bomoh tu and tempat pemujaan dia. I meremang. Terdiam seribu bahasa...Sebab tempat pemujaan and our house tersangat la dekat, me and cik G decide to merahsiakan je dari our friends. Biar deorang tak takot.



A week later cik G ajak I ikot die kutip cukai dengan Mr.Brad around kampong. We pun mula berjalan kaki mencari manelah rumah Mr. Brad. Tak tau asal we tak nek motor je. Dah la jauh and panas. Setelah jalan nak dekat setengah kilo. We think we are lost. hahaha. BONGOKNESSS!! Then we decide to stop and ask for directions. cik G ni plak dia pergi stop and ask for direction kat rumah tok bomoh tu, I sedar that tu rumah yang I takot tu but cik G dah start tanye, I ikot je belakang dia and berpelok tubuh sebab rase meremang semacam je. Bila dah habes ask for direction, cik G toleh belakang towards me and he saw a guy wearing almamater (jacket Universiti kitaorang) naik motor, lalu atas air longkang and terus masuk kubur. Muke die pucat semacam and tanye I, I nampak tak tadi? I tak nampak pape since I membelakangkan kubur tu. After walking for quite a while we meet up with Mr.Brad, lepak2 and cakap2, then an old man came to that house and Mr.Brad told us itulah bomoh tu.. I meremang. cik G yang agak bengong tarik me ajak tengok tempat bomoh tu "merawat" patient dia. I said NOOOOO!!!!!

bersambung......

:+: KAU MEMANG PARASIT :+:

Pergi kau ke ujung dunia



Dehidrasi di gurun sahara



Hilang di segitiga bermuda



Pergi kau ke luar angkasa



Hipotermia di kutub utara



Hilang di samudra antartika



Dan jangan kembali!



Kau memang parasit!

Baju Raya-Qu !!!

Balik-balik je from Surabaya on 22.8.09, the first day my mom told me she bought me a "BAJU RAYA". I terkejut sangat. My mom suke buat surprise camni tau! I know I akan ada SATU je baju raya and if she' bought me one, that means it'll be my ONLY BAJU RAYA, I ni jenis fussy and choosy. So baju tu cun ke tak, fit ke tak... pakai je lah demi menjaga hati ibunda terchenta ku.


ME : baju camne mak?
MAK : baju raya lah
ME : warne ape mak?
MAK : nanti tengok lah. Mak beli time beli baju raya ngan Nana (my older sister) haritu kat Shah Alam. Mak pun beli tuk mak sekali.
ME : Owh beli sekali ker?
MAK : Aah time beli teringat Nur
ME : mane baju tu mak? Nak tengok.
MAK : hrm? ade2...


I dah suspend sangat. Setiap tanye pasal baju tu je my mom tak pernah bagi jawapan yang terus terang. Adakah baju itu tidak begitu cantik? Baju kurung ke baju kebaya? Warne ape ek? Setiap hari I ask her about my baju raya, but 1 jawapan pun tak dapat. I am ready for the worst already. Sudah sangat2 pasrah already. Day 1 tak dapat jawapan... Day 2 fail also.. Day 3... Day 4....


On the 5th day, finally my mom told me where she hide the baju. I took the baju raya, try it on. OMG! so chun ok! I LOVE MY MOM! I think i lost weight at KKN. When I put it on... I LOVE MY CUUUUURRRRVVE... neways, I was speechless...I LOVE U MAK!


Bagaimanakah baju raya-qu!? harharhar... tu rahsie la. Mane leyh show off kat blog ni. Selagi tak raya mane leyh melaram lagi... PaNtang tuh!

KEPADA semua Umat Manusia, selamat menyambut Ramadhan. Marilah kita bersama-sama melakukan ibadah yang banyak sepanjang bulan Ramadhan ini. Moga-moga kita dapat kelebihannya. hrm... I tak reti nak berkata-kata sangat, but you guys pretty much undderstand what I;m trying to say.

SELAMAT BERPUASA EVERYBODY!!!

Oh yah, I cilok je pic ni. Rase nye tahun die salah but who cares. Compliment to the photographer =)

:+: Feels alive :+:

This is what I feel like doing.

YAWWWWW!!!



(This pic is taken from Cik Alyn Sunshine!)

Ape mak cakap tu betol, pay attention okay!

Mak cakap "Hidup, mati, jodoh dan rezeki adalah ketentuan Allah. Hambanya hanya berikhtiar. Berusaha kearah keredaan Nya. Berdoa semoga terus berjaya. Allah Maha Kaya. Allah Maha Pemurah. Setiap umat Allah ada tentukan bahagian. Terus berusaha. Semoga berjaya. Jangan putus asa. DWBH.(Don't worry be happy)"


Rase cam jatuh tertimpa tangga je harini. Today me and Arina nek beca, then tibe2 kete jazz hitam langgar us from the opposite side. Susah nak cakap salah siapa. Salah our pak beca atau salah kete tu. You guys pun taw la traffic Indonesia ni cmne... Ade la couple of bruises and wounds at my elbow and ankles. Arina 'terselamat'. Thank Allah! I yang nak terjunam keluar beca, depan I ade motor.I think my legs dah cecah jalan dah. It happened so fast... but kite ok je. After tu I memang nak nangis, badan dah nyut nyut saket, syndrome prodomal acute dah shows. I rase color, dolor semua... but tahan je for the sake of Arina, I tak nak die trauma plak tengok I nangis. huhu. Sampai lect hall. I saw my ankle semakin merah. cam laceration, erosion and there's superficial wounds. Saket adeyh...



P/s : Traffic Indonesia mmg terok! Ni dah 2nd time I kene langgar since I got here. Mak nak balik...(Ayat mengade2...hekhek)

:+: My last serenade :+:

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Dear bloggers, I tau I dah lame tak update my blog, my blog kne suspend jap atas sebab2 tertentu. but i'm back and this is my last serenade for my older posts. Tafsir sendiri la. Faham2 sendiri la. Har har har.

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I just wanna say. I believe in karma. Bukan karma hindu mati hidup balik tu. Tapi what you did, you'll get back. So friends, ingat2 la before kamu aniaya atau saket kan seseorang cuz bende2 camtu akan datang balik menghantui korunk, in this world or the next.

To whom it may concerned, my mom said you have too much air in yo head tu yang buat you jadi tak betol. I gelak like hell because it's true and I tak sangke my mom can be so darn funny. Thanks for the lies I know I swallowed every single word. I hope you'll get what you deserve, for better or worse. Cuz we know we deserve better. I hope you dapat la ape yang you terkeja-keja sangat... Kejar la semua bala tu. I won't tell anyone what kind of monster you actually are. As a matter of fact, I won't talk bout this ever again, you are such an immature air-head. I hate you. I hope you get what you are looking for. I hope karma will come haunt you. If tak pun, if I have a bazooka, I'll make a hole in your head just to proof what kind of air-head you really are. I'm f***ing hurt ok.

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Oh yah, thanks for the lies

p/s : I hate you * hiks* tears~

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