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help!
i need somebody
anybody
just help

it's 4.08 a.m
i'm still waiting
waiting for something to happen
anything
i'm exhausted
my eyes were weary

i know it's dying
and i can't reach to protect it anymore
it's just so sad
but i've been sad for far too long
when the final judgement came
and it was leaving me for good
i didn't feel anything
it was leaving me
forever perhaps

and the words rang in my head
again and again
i picked up some memories
there were nothing more but memories
i'm free!
eventually
alas

i slumped
my bed was the only thing that's perfect
i didn't think of anything
the world was ever so empty
water felt down
and for the very first time in months
i wept like a child
i can't believe it happened
i can't believe i was going to be alone today
tomorrow
and the day after that


and i wasn't thinking about it
i was thinking about something else
but that something else may never know
you let me down now just like i let you down then
still i miss you with my every breath
i still try to hold on to silly things
i never learn
oh why
all the possibility
i'm sure you've heard

owh
it doesn't matter
it doesn't matter anymore
what others thought of me
and how they may never know how i really feel
what matter is that i know myself
even though i lost my self through
self discovery and self recovery

so to it
it told me i was the best thing that ever happened to it
but it left me with no sensible excuse
may be it was right
i always get what i want
and it's what i don't have that make me fight for it
what different does it make anyhow
i'm alone now

i've given up to faith
let faith choose the way i should be taking
rather than to do something
anything
that'll destroy me
and make me a bad person


haha...
saye sangat mengong