Friday, February 6, 2009

:+: So much for my happy ending :+:

I guessed everybody heard this song before. If tak~ kasehan dey lho...=)
Anyways, I'm way too young to give up. But I've given up.I haven't cry since September, I mean' like a real cry. Too much is too much. I don't deserve this. I'm not the top listed good girl of the year, definitely. But even the worst villain in Gotham city, is given a second chance by Batman. I always thought somehow I deserve a second chance just like the rest. But nah...
I've learned that something that is too good to be true can't be real. It just can't.
So tonight, I'll stay sober. I like to thank Pink for her wonderful song. It keeps me entertained.
I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence.
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation.
I won't remember, save your breath, 'cos what's the use?

Ah, the night is calling? And it whispers to me softly come and play
Ah, I am falling. And If I let myself go I'm the only one to blame

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
You're like perfection
How do I feel this good sober?

I'm coming down, coming down, coming down
Spinning 'round, spinning 'round, spinning 'round
Looking for myself - SOBER [x2]

When it's good, then it's good, it's so good till it goes bad
Till you're trying to find the you that you once had
I have heard myself cry, never again
Broken down in agony just trying find a friend
So much for my happy ending
(Terover dramatic plak)

I hope Allah and my faith will keep my sanity 'alive', I still believe good things will happened to meoneday, someday, somehow... All i gotta do is believe...
I believe that there is no such thing as a happy ending...
I also believe that if i keep smiling and my world will eventually smile back at me..
p/s : This is PMS talking key!


nadhirah mohd shakri said...

love pink "sober"!!

Anonymous said...

dont give up

izat lar said...

hye syikin,

i'm sure you'll find your happy ending.Love reading your blog.
Happy2 la.I assume this world has so many doors and may be u've just open the wrong door and you think that you're forever doomed with the ending.

*have you try opening another door?
the ugly door you never notice?

dodol dah merapu. goodluk in life girl!

-izat la-

:+:+:+:ayenaucyuk:+:+:+: said...

ckyn hunney,
sometimes life doesnt go the way we wanted it to be. i've told u many3 times..have faith!

love is the best feeling in the world,
love can heal,
love can also kill..

i luv u!! but i wont kill u thow..


:+:+: Ashikyn :+:+: said...

to nad ---> aah best! love it too!

to i duuno who---> thanks!

to izat bsuk ---> hehehe.treasure u!

:+:+: Ashikyn :+:+: said...

to arina --> luv u 2!!! what hurts u d most is the thing u love the most remember?

i'm strong! patut name i tuka jadi arina. keke

:+:+:+:ayenaucyuk:+:+:+: said...

amek arina ashikin la eh.sbb arina aliaa is mine!!! i dont like sharing (jelir2 lidah) hahaha

:+:+: Ashikyn :+:+: said...

tak kene langsung tau..
arina is strong...
ashikin is like penggode lol*
not really..

nadhirah mohd shakri said...

ashikin is penggoda??

:+:+: Ashikyn :+:+: said...

ahahahahahah! hrm..