Jadilah macam harimau, janganlah jadi macam monyet

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Khamis lepas dokter saya cakap "Jadilah macam harimau, jangan lah kamu jadi macam monyet,"
Kita tengah duduk face to face kat bilik lecturer, ada meje kayu depan kitarunk. I tengok muke dokter tu ngan pelik. Cube faham maksud dia.


I pun tanye dokter tu,"Sebab harimau digeruni semua haiwan hutan ke? dan kenapa monyet dok? Sebab monyet tu asyik bergantungan dari dahan ke dahan jadi tak berdikari??"


"Bukan lah, jadilah seperti harimau. pernah tak kamu lihat harimau berburu? kalau dia aim sekor kijang tu...kijang tu jer dia kejar, sampai dapat! padahal ada banyak lagi kijang yang lagi dekat dan lagi gemok sebelah dia. Tapi harimau akan kejar sekor kijang tu je sampai dapat!"


I pun gunakan imagination I jap, A'ah eh... Harimau lari lurus je. Dia tak de pun tbe2 eh! eh! tengah kejar lompat ke kijang lain sebelah dia. I pun angguk2 faham.


"Dan kenapa monyet dok?"


Dokter tu pun senyum sinis kat I "Pernah tak awak tengok monyet makan? Dia dah ada pisang kat tangan dia, tapi kalau dia nampak kawan dia ada pisang, dia mesti nak rampas dan bawak lari,"


Apa yang my dokter nak sampaikan ialah : Kita kene kejar 1 hal dalam hidup kita sampai dapat, janganlah kite jadi yang dikejar tak dapat, yang di kendong keciciran. Tak kesah la dalam mengejar cite2 atau pasangan hidup. Luv u peeps!

:+: Oopsie! :+:

Happy birthday mak!! Actually I lupe semalam birthday mak. Seriously tak ingat langsung. Mak dah bagi clue. Midnite je die mms me this pic. Time tu I ngah mamai2... Pagi tu kul 6 pagi, i text her "Birthday sape ni? bila ni?" then my mom reply "Sampai hati tak ingat..o0o.mentang2 la dah nak jumpe mak mertua, tak ingat mak kat sini," hahaha... I terus call her, wish her happy birthday!! bley lupe plak. haha.. nasib baik she tak kecik hati, die main2 jer when she said sampai hati tu..uh memang anak stinky tol la I ni. ley lupe lak bday mak sendiri.


My mom makin chantek je, I wonder if I'l ever be as pretty as her.


Haha... Hrm today my bf suruh I meet his parents, die kate parents die alim sangat. Tambah la cuak ni, I agama2 ni tak la berapa sangat, banyak lagi kene belajar. I told my mom, may be I'll be meeting his parents tomorrow, and she was worried. My mom takot my bf ni macam my ex, dia taw ape my ex did to me. kejam and not-human. But well that's the risk kot for love, kadang2 best, kadang2 tak best. My mom told me, "Be nice to his parents and be careful, I don't want you to get hurt," I smiled je. "I will!"


My bf is 22 and I'm 23 now, somehow dengan bongoknye I hope parents die tak de prob ngan age,sebab sunnah nabi la katekan pompuan lagi tua. Ahaha! I think we'll be okay kot, walaupun dia lagi muda sket tapi dia lagi matured dari I. Sangat kot. I tak tau asal, padahal he's THE ONLY CHILD. Patut dia la yg spoil gile2, Now die plak yang spoil me. Everyday plak tuh...deym! My bf told me, mom dia tak de daughter and he was hoping I could be her daughter. Sweet sangat kottt... Rasa cam nak diabetes je. I'm thrilled to meet his parents tapi deep inside rasa cm NAK LARI je. If tak yah jumpe tak pe ker?haha... You know when you couple ngan someone, it's not just you and him je, tapi keluarga dia, kawan2 dia and semua orang yang keliling you pun akan terlibat secara tak langsung. It's like a chain reaction.


My bf tak jumpe my parents lagi, haritu time bday my dad. I ajak my bf to my dad's bday party sebab dia temankan I beli kek bday my dad. kene lah ajak, susah2 je die jadi my driver that day. hehe. tapi my mom demam lak time tu. jadi kite potong kek atas katil my dad je. So i told my bf, tak yah la datang, tak kan nak dia masuk bilik my parents kot. That's awkward gle kot. haha..


I know I'm SCANDALICIOUS, may be sebab I'm a jiwang girl. Love my life.

:+: Besok toefl :+:

Besok kul 9 pagi ada Tes Toefl, and yes betol I tak belajar pape pun for this test. At all!! haha...I must be crazy! Tapi biar lah. I amek this test pun just syarat tuk grad tahun ni. Kita semua dah amek testoefl masa first year. What is toefl? Toefl is a test that evaluates the ability of an individual to use and understand English in an academic setting. It consists of listening, structure and written expression, reading comprehension, and writing. The score range between 310 - 677 for paper based test. I took this test 4 years ago and got around 620 may be, but that was yeeeeaaarss ago. The shitty part about this test is that it's only valid for two years, since I took it on 2005, I need a new certificate to clarify I am qualify to graduate. duh! Sigh! My university min target is score 425, aha... dah la... 4 years of "bahasa jawa n Indonesia" everyday and no English... uh uh... Do you know why Toefl certificate only valid for two years? Because according to Center for Applied Linguistics, a candidate language proficiency could have changed since the last date of test a.k.a it's fun making students miserable. But anyways, it's just a simple English test.. heee...

:+: i miss my baby sis :+:

This picture was taken at Make over spa at Dharmahusada last month. Hair spa kat situ best and murah! Eh iklan plak. Neways, I miss her! She's 16, she's brilliant and omg I miz her so much!
(Padahal baru sebulan je tak jumpe, gedik tol! haha)


Her name is Diyana, Baru je habes SPM, mesti tengah berjoli joli rolli sekarang. Mentang2 la tak kene PKN. hehe.
Klinik cepat lah habes, dah homesick dah ni!

P/s : Malaysia is the best place in the world. Seriously! Cuz that's where home is.

Sisters forever! Muahx!

:+: Which one :+:

BoDoH?
SeTia?
atau
SengaL?

All three may be, that's why I'm freaking sad all the time!

I have no idea why I'm sad, I'm mad all the time. It's hard to sleep at night, I ate so much to satisfy myself, I've gained a LOT. I wonder why I won't let anyone come close anymore.

They say time heals everything, but I'm still waiting

I'm through with doubts, there's nothing left for me to figure out,

I've paid a price, and I'll keep paying.

(Dixie chicks)

Booyah! padan muke me

I sold my soul to the devil, and I can't get it back. I've paid a very large price for it. A large price just to feel this empty hole inside my soul. Bongek shikin. Jangan buat camtu lagi la. I need to check in-to a rehab.