Chick-fight? seriously....??

I'm proud to say I've graduated from my University without a single chick fight. There's always at least one person we reeeeeeeeeally abhorred and hate in the Univ. Well there's one for me. And there's probably one for you too. Everyone gets their share. Everyone who knows me knew I easily get angry with that one particular person, but I never...i repeat NEVER scold, confront or shout at that person. I believe by not confronting that person will put some issues to rest.

FACT: Girls easily got jealous by other girls' looks and fame. But they are not aware of the situations and in denial. And one day they'll find themselves creating sick stories and gossips. It's just normal instinct to feel the warmth of glory. To win something. But actually, they've won nothing.


They've won nothing. Believe me, I've been to Hell and back. I've seen these people conquer and kill. No matter how many people believed them. They've won nothing.

say NO to girls fight like you say NO to drugs . lol

I am not embarrassed to say, "I've been so publicly accused and embarrassed in my life, and non of the things that are said or told about me are true,"
After that one person graduated, I felt like bags of burden got lifted off my shoulders. The feeling was unbelievable. Her 4 years of sick story tellings and absurd gossips were forgiven... yes u read that last sentence correct...FOUR freaking years....

:+:+: I'm just a clutz! :+:+:

Do not count what you have lost. Just appreciate what you have now. Because the PAST never comes back. But, sometimes the FUTURE can give you back what you've lost..

- Thanks to siela (Unipad)

Sometimes we are a big part of someone's life and not even know about it. There's always someone who's thinking about you at least once everyday and there's always 'that' same person who always appear in your mind everyday without them realizing it.

- Nur Ashikyn Haron

I'm clumsy, I always step on stuffs and fell down,

I'm clumsy but I'm learning to watch my steps,

I'm clumsy, sometimes I even step on people's foot and accidentally hurt them,

I'm clumsy but I never meant to hurt anyone,

I'm clumsy, I spill stuffs and people got mad at me,

I'm clumsy, but I always clean up after my mess,

I'm clumsy and selfish, I'm greedy enough to keep you for myself because I hate sharing!

I may be clumsy and greedy but I'll take good care of you all my life.

- NurAshikyn Haron

I'm just a clutz!

:+:+: Memang Allah temukan kite dengan orang yang salah dulu :+:+:

This post is from sebutir mutiara, seindah wanita. Love it.

Memang sakit bila cinta yg kita dambakan selama ini tak dihargai oleh insan yg bernama kekasih,apatah lagi kita dibuang begitu saja... tapi,itulah juga petanda terbaik untuk diri dan kehidupan kita pada masa akan datang.

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1. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya apabila kita bertemu jodoh yg sebenar,masih ada rasa syukur kita pada ketentuanNYA.

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2. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat menjadi penilai yg baik.

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3. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita sedar bahawa kita hanyalah makhluk yg sentiasa mengharapkan pertolongan ALLAH.

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4. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat KASIH SAYANG YANG TERBAIK,KHAS UNTUK DIRI KITA.

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5. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita sedar bahawa ALLAH MAHA PEMURAH & PENYAYANG kerana mengingatkan kita bahawa dia bukanlah pilihan yg hebat untuk kita dan kehidupan kita pada masa depan...

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6. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat mengutip pengalaman yg tak semua orang berpeluang untuk mengalaminya.

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7. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita jadi MANUSIA YG HEBAT JIWANYA.

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8. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita lebih faham bahawa CINTA YG TERBAIK HANYA ADA BERSAMA ALLAH.

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9. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita LEBIH MENGENALI KEHIDUPAN YG TAK SELAMANYA KEKAL.

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Wahai sahabat yg kecewa,menderita dan sengsara kerana cinta, fahamilah bahawa kehidupan kita makin sampai ke penghujungnya. Hari esok pun kita sendiri tak pasti samada menjadi milik kita. Gapailah keredhaan ALLAH dengan melaksanakan suruhanNYA, dan meninggalkan laranganNYA..

PERCAYALAH sesungguhnya ALLAH malu untuk menolak permintaan hambaNYA yg menadah tangan meminta dengan penuh pengharapan HANYA kepadaNYA..

=)

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Thanks to Sebutir mutiara seindah wanita

:+:+: A beautiful sky (His only one) :+:+:

Hit me with a sledgehammer, where's the catch this time?? There's no storm, the sky is brilliant, it never rain but rainbows appear everyday.

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"They say that good things take time, But really great things, happen in a blink of an eye" Miley cyrus.

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I'm just gonna keep this post short, I can't believe I'm his only one. It's still so freaking hard to believe. From his phone to his everything, there were no secrets, no hidden mistress. It was just me! Alhamdulillah... Terima kasih Allah. I had bad experiences and this means THE WORLD to me. Life is almost perfect now. I asked “So where’s the catch this time?” There was none. Kecoh la shikyn ni, tapi btol ka ni? it's too good to be true. This change my whole perspective about men. wink* wink*

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"I think he might be the one, so girl... don't screw this one up!"

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Thank you cik Aki sebab datang beraye. Mummy Aki gave me, my favourite kueh! Serious Kueh tu nak simpan dalam bilik je. Tak nak bagi orang lain makan... sayang nye pasal!! (dan kedekut). Shikin kedekut wei..jangan main2...

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:+:+: Beiber Fever :+:+:

Meet Cody, the little girl who fell in love with Justin. Even Bieber took notice, and with Jimmy Kimmel‘s help, Justin Bieber got to meet his future wife… well, little Cody thinks so anyway! Embedding is disabled for the original Girl Crying video; see it here at YouTube

Adorable ending. hehe

:+:+: For the boy who saved me from a bad dream - thank you :+:+:

I couldn't sleep the night before. I have butterflies in my stomach the whole day. I ran towards the arrival's sliding door at the airport, glancing between huge crowds of people. I'm only 157cm tall, my sight was easily blocked by the sea of people. I waited anxiously, walking back and forth. Pulling my white dress every 2 seconds, hoping to look slimmer absurdly. "He should be here by now," I text him. Hoping he'll jump out of nowhere and surprised me. I remembered the last time I had 'this butterfly feelings' at the airport was when I send my ex to catch his flight back to Kedah. Oh no, brain don't go back to that dark place. Come back! come back!! The sun shines brighter now.

A tall fair young man walked towards the arrivals door. He was wearing a black leather jacket and a dark Levi's jeans. He has spiky hair, small cat's eyes and broad shoulders. He was pushing a trolley which he have stacked his baggages. There were a very large bag, 2 bag-packs and two all sizes and shapes cartons. As he exit the arrival's gate, he and his cousin said their goodbyes to Acap. Their faces were enlightened. The Malaysia's sun shine their faces and all three of them glow like golden globes.

I tried not to stare, hoping for him to notice me before he caught me staring at him. That would be embarrassing. Aki saw me, he smiled. The first time his eyes caught mine, there was something different in the air. I could not help myself but to stare. I think it would be absurd to hide my smile. The airport was filled with people as far as the eye could see. I wished it was just us. Aki's cousin was teasing us from behind but his voice got lost in the crowd.

The rain just stop. We could smell the lovely damp earth of Malaysia. We stared at each other and we knew all was right with the world. We were home.

Whenever i see you i still get butterflies like the first time

For the boy who saved me from a bad dream

- thank you

Titanic 2? Menarik...?

When i found out that Titanic 2 was released on August 24, 2010, I felt like jumping. I'm a big fan of Titanic (The first film @ the best film ever in history). Teringat zaman2 tengok Titanic pastu nanges teresak2... nak cover dari orang sebelah sebab malu nanti hilang macho. Tapi tengok banyak kali pun, meleley gak air mata, berbakul2 tisu kat sebelah.

But this story (Titanic 2) is not a sequel from Titanic by James Cameron. And according to critics, the rating is only 2/10. hrm..pandai2 je korunk kritik. Well to judge, we have to see the film dulu laaa...

Walaupun semua orang kate cite ni tak best, tapi tajuk die gempak. So I can't wait to watch it!

:+:+: Just for fun post :+:+:

A guy like you

I heart thou

A friend like you

p/s : "Just for fun post"

1. Jangan tamak =)

2. Make up your mind

3. "Brondong?" who cares. I believe I can be anything I want to be

And I wanna be with you =)

Leaving him on our anniversary

Oh peeps, not like those fishes, they're ridiculous!

Nope, we're not breaking up! We're taking a higher step in a relationship. The scary BIG LDR (LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP). Sucks to leave my soul mate on our anniv, but that's how things should be. I think it's best to go with the flow.


Dulu I hate Surabaya, it's dirty, the people are friendly but freaking rude on roads. Ego seorang Malaysian ialah sentiasa rase diri dia lagi hebat dari Indonesian, hanya sebab negara kita lagi maju cetetot dari negara deorang. Ni ego yang tak sehat ye peeps, hope korunk boleh get over it. =)


I'm looking forward to go home but...


Kat Surabaya nilah tempat I met my bffs and Syaukhi terchinta. This is where I met his parents and he met mine. I know all the best hang out place in Surabaya and all the best place to eat. To say in short, I've adapted to this city. I felt wanted and loved. Going back to Malaysia starting to feels scary. I lost my 'basic' needs in Malaysia. I have no idea about updates and it freaks me out because I have no idea "sape menteri2 kite sekarang hah? dapat ke korunk name kan dengan betol sorank2? Mesti huru-hara nya,"



Leaving Syaukhi here on our anniv feels like being hit by a sledgehammer.
DANG! DANG! DANG!
The day i fear has come. Oh no!

❤ Heart Chihuahua ❤

Selalunye I takkan post binatang ni kat blog tapi kali ni buat exception, sebab chihuahua ni cute sangat. Si cute ni lahir kat Jepun dengan heart-shape kat badan dia. Name dia Heart-Kun, dilahirkan kat Pucchin dog shop, May 18, 2007. Nama tuan dia Emiko Sakurada, mesti tuan dia geram tengok dia ni kan? Menurut tuan dia, Heart-kun bawa good luck. Sejak dia bele si kiut ni, dia menang tiket loteri dan konsert tiket. wow! hebat... betol ke ni? macam mane pun judi dan anjing tu haram ye kawan2. =)

❤ p/s ❤ : Heart-kun's owner has been inundated with requests from people wanting to purchase the unique puppy. But they can keep their paws off him, she says, for her little four-legged friend ain't going nowhere!

Which one are you?

CHILD AND CACTUS

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"You are the first person I've ever loved, and so i love you very much. But I don't know how to show it. What do I have to do for you to be happy?"

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The child asked the cactus.

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"I just, want to be hugged by someone," answered the cactus as it gave a little smile.

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"Really? Really?! Then you'll REALLY be happy?"

The little boy walked towards the cactus and hugged it.

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[Cactus' POV]

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"Someone please take this child away. My thorns are pricking the child, the more I try to push away,the more my thorns will hurt him. By what's happening, I will eventually kill this child. Someone please take this child away...."

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[The child POV]

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"The cactus does not look at me and smile. I don't know how to love. To me... love keeps hurting me. And so I keep hugging it tighter. But the cactus still does not smile. Does not smile..."

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The child keeps hugging the cactus tighter. Until the cactus smile will smile...

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P/s : Are you the cactus, who runs away from love because you're afraid of hurting others? or are you the child, who hangs on to love so much you can't see yourself hurting?

Please take note

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A wise man says forget the people from your past, there’s a reason they didn’t make it to your future. But I don't think he's wise, he's just plain sok tau. For me, remember the people from your past, there's a reason they didn’t make it to your future.

Bila dapat patient muka macam Channing Tatum

Pada suatu hari, ada seorang patient datang ke klinik konservasi gigi, nak tampal gigi. Kebetulan muka dia macam Channing Tatum tapi versi Indo. Super duper hawt yang bila dia jeling je Lu boleh meleley nye! Dia masuk kubikel I. Teros bareng kat my dental chair. Gile dup dap jantung (jakun gile tak pernah dapat patient handsome). Tapi si mamat mirip C.T ni bukan patient I, tapi patient partner I. My partner is a guy. So dia lek jer lah.


Tibe-tibe I sempat berangan, camane kalau 1 hari I dapat patient handsome camtu, handsome yang almost perfect la! Kuat ke I nak tampal gigi dia? I ni dah lah orang yang sangat pemalu, if nak tampal gigi, jarak dentist-patient is less than 2 inches.

'Oh Tuhan, kuatkan lah iman ku,'lol

Hawt hawt hawt...

"Dok, saya nak bawa balik gigi saya,"

Setiap kali cabut gigi my patient mesti I tanya "Cik, nak bawa balik gigi tak nanti habis dicabut?" Kenapa perlu bertanya begitu? Sebab I tak nak mengulangi kesilapan my dentist kat Malaysia dulu.

Gigi tu dah berjasa kepada kite beberapa tahun, Kesian kalau tinggalkan dia dalam tong sampah klinik.... ape salah dia?

Gara-gara nak pakai braces dulu, I terpaksa dicabut 4 gigi. What can I say? BEAUTY IS PAIN. Sebab terlalu sayangkan gigi sejak kecil lagi, I bagitau dokter tu, I nak bawa balik gigi I after extraction. I simpan semua gigi susu I. Simpan dalam satu bekas untuk dijadikan kenangan. Bila dah besar, sampai lah saat terpaksa cabut 4 gigi permanen sebab nak pakai braces.


Masuk2 klinik je, the first thing I said to the secretary was "This is my appointment card, this is the consult letter from my Orthodontist. Miss, I wanna keep my teeth after extraction,"


Tapi after cabut gigi, secretary dan dentist tu 2-2 lupe. I pun dengan tak malunye mintak "Miss, can I bring home my teeth?" Secretary tu cam cuak, sebab dia dah buang my gigi in the garbage along with other extracted teeth. BUSUK gile secretary tu. Buat naik darah orang je. huuhu. 15 mins later, secretary tu datang bagi 2 gigi dalam plastic transparent. I doubt those teeth were mine.


Gara2 insiden tu, setiap kali I nak cabut gigi orang, I mesti tanya dulu "Nak bawa balik gigi ni?"


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:+:+: A taste of perfection :+:+:

My bf drove me to our sacred beach. Balekambang beach was meaningful to us because the first time my bf 'saw' me a year and a half ago was at Balekambang. If either one of us didn't go to BK back then, he wouldn't have noticed me and non of 'this' ever happen. It was 8 p.m when Syaukhi decided to take the wheels. I was his co-pilot. My jobs are to look for directions, read signboards, warn him for holes in the road, and most important thing was keeping him awake. The road to BK was dark, the local government have been stingy on road lights.





At 1 a.m, we reached BK. The chalet were fully booked. A party of eight people, 4 man and 4 women, we decided to set up a camp near the beach. By 3a.m, the camp was set and we had the most perfect camp-fire.



As day light crawls in slowly, the colours of the sky was brilliant. A ray of magenta lights peak between the clouds. The sun just woke up and the sight was magnificent. The wave was scary, it was as high as 2-3 storey building. The great height for surfing. BK offers a sight that no beach in Malaysia has. It was cold and the wave crashes to the tidal wave.



I walked along the beach, it was easy to spot my bf, The fairest person swimming in the sea was him. It's like he glowed when the water touches his skin.



Hand in hand as we sat on a big shallow tree's branch staring at Allah's greatest creation, the beach and the sea look the same as in 2009, but as Syaukhi gazed at me and his brown eyes reflected the sun rays, strong wind blew our faces, I know somehow it wasn't the same. Now, it's better.



That day, I felt in love with him all over again. He's like a candy, once you open the wrapping, even the Webster couldn't find the word to describe the sweetness of the taste.





P/s : We are all given a fair chance in this world and endless opportunities. The question is how we pursue them.