I am FAT and UGLY but I tell myself everyday that I am BEAUTIFUL

To the one soul, I love so much,

I know I'm FAT and I'm UGLY,

But u don't have to look at me like I'm a hideous blob,

I am not revolting ugly,

I'm just ugly,

I am fat and I am ugly,

I am lazy and I am fussy,

I'm a mess!

Don't u see

The tall wall I build around me to protect my heart,

I am fat,

I eat to feel loved,

You don't have to remind me everyday, how ugly I am,

I know..

Help me gain my self-confident to FACE the world,

Don't help me to gain more weight to SHUN the world,

All my life I just want you to look at me and say,

"You're beautiful dear..."

Because deep inside I know I am...

I'm beautiful,

Inside out.

P/s : I tell myself everyday. I am beautiful...

"Rupa kaknoi adalah ciptaan Allah S.W.T. Tak ade orang yang layak mengkritik,"

- Quote from My lovely sister, Nur Diyana Haron

Thanks Diyana!

"Time sedih-sedih macam ni, kalau lah dapat ajak cik bf naik roller coaster and tengok muke dia menjerit-jerit mesti best! wakaka!"

Dancing in the rain

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass... It's about learning to dance in the rain

- By Unknown

P/s : =)

Smells are instant drugs

Everyone sniffs their boyfriends, right? Right?! No? Oh.

(He smells lovely by the by. Most of the time)

- Ellerbisms.com

I don't like someone who wears too much cologne,

Because the best smell doesn't come in a bottle,

(well, you know what I mean)

EXCEPT FOR THIS BEAUTIFUL BABIES!!

I'm just a sucker for these babies...

It's not just a clever marketing scheme.

Because I was a sucker long before I saw the advertisement.

My boyfriend says it contains Pheromones.

I have no idea. I don't think so.

It just has a pleasing smell.

I am 101% sure it works.

Alright, smell ya later peeps!

:+:+: Opposite attract :+:+:

It's a long holiday, so I decide to start drawing...

(Aki freaked out because his tea was too hot)

You're hot,

I'm cold,

You're black,

I'm white,

When you freak out,

I laugh my arse out..!

Yes... you're black and I'm white,

Together we make the greatest

craziest...

wackiest...

most awesome...

bombastic...

team!!

One in a million - Hannah Montana

(kenapa saya guna lagu kanak2 ni? sebab.... pemilik belog ni memang budak2)

How did I get here? I turned around and there you were
I didn't think twice or rationalize
'Cause somehow I knew

That there was more that just chemistry
I mean I knew you were kind of into me
But I figured it's too good to be true

I said, "Pinch me, where's the catch this time?"
Can't find a single cloud in the sky
Help me before I get used to this guy

........

All this time I was looking for love
Try to make things work that weren't good enough
Till I thought I'm through, said, "I'm done"
And stumbled into the arms of the one..

Lovin' it

Let's face the facts

I'm curvy and that's great!

I am beautiful,

And so are you..

P/s : Been fighting over my weight problem for awhile. This is my self-battle.

:+:+: Unbreakable Friendship :+:+:

Roomies!!

I think I'm gonna miss them so much,

For the past few months,

Waking up and not getting a chance to 'berebut' toilet with Aliya was awkward,

Sleeping at night not wishing Arina goodnight, gave me nothing but emptiness,

Going to the kitchen not hearing Anis kacau Milo macam nak pecah cawan, make me realize walaupun it was irritating but that what makes me miss her the most,

(Aik..kenapa shikyn sorank je blonde? Sukahati lah, kate tuan punye belog)

Come to think about it...

Living for 5 years with the same people without having a single fight,

Is a miracle

Not a SINGLE fight.

Everybody have different backgrounds,

the key is to respect every individual,

And don't expect them to be like you,

Never envy someone's ability,

Learn from it and you'll gain more,

Hannah Montana : True Friends

We sign our cards and letters BFF
You've got a million ways to make me laugh
You're lookin' out for me, you've got my back
So good to have you around

You know the secrets I could never tell
And when I'm quiet you break through my shell
Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell
'Cause you keep my feet on the ground

You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside when something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend

You don't get angry when I change the plans
Somehow you're never out of second chances
Won't say "I told you" when I'm wrong again
I'm so lucky that I've found

True friends will go to the ends of the earth
Till they find the things you need
Friends hang on through the ups and the downs
Cause they've got someone to believe in

(Lagu ni best and sweet)

P/s : To someone yang suke menghasut untuk kite berempat bergaduh. Terima kasih atas semua cerita merepek awak ye. Saya nak bagitau awak, next month kita dah officially jadi dentist. I think u fail! Better luck breaking the next bestfriends u met yah! Awak jahat, tapi saya dah maafkan awak =')

You are my little star

*~If I had a star for every time you brightened my day...I'd be holding the galaxy in my hands~*

If you be sugar, I'll be spice

If you be fire, I'll be ice

If your cold, I'll make you hot

As long as you give me all you got

-written by anonymous

P/s: In a super happy mood today. It feels wonderful when the person you think about the whole day magically shows up!

You really are my little star.

BLINK* BLINK*

Guys don't say EX, they say NEXT

Girls kept saying MY EX... while guys say NEXT~~!

"Next please!!!"

'Rejection' is sucky. Especially when it is the first time. It is not rejection itself that we fear, it is the possible consequences of rejection. Don’t take anything personally. Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream.

“Rejection is fun when you can learn from it and grow as a wiser person.”

-Augie from SelflessMinds.com

What you SHOULDN'T say to your EX :

I'm NOT supposed to love you I'm not supposed to care...

I'm NOT suppose to live my life wishing you were there...

I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do...

I'm SORRY I can't help myself I feel in love with YOU!!

Please deyh...

What you SHOULD say:

You made me think you loved me

You made me think it was true

But now that we're not together

I'm already done with you

*~*I had a dream that i still love u *~*

I think I woke up SCREAMING!!!!!!

-Cik google's quotes

Girlfriends :

"Cry your heart out, let it all go. Cuz remember, after every drop of tear, comes a rainbow!" twinggggggggg**

P/s : Don't get me wrong. I have nothing against my Ex. We're good friends now. I'm just writing about men in general : )

SMILE... the world is a wonderful place!

:+:+: Tickle me :+:+:

I'm lost in my happyland and it feels great!

"You'll fall in love with the most unexpected people, at the most unexpected times,"

-Quote from Twitter

I love the feeling when he send me home after a FAB date. I got off his bike, and walk inside. After taking off my heels... 5 minutes later... hesitantly, I ran outside to see him for the last time that night. Surprisingly, he was still there. Staring at my house. He never left... >.<

TIPS to a happy ending : Never tell him "You're spending too much time with your guy friend". Because he will always choose them over you. That is trespassing his personal space. huhu. Remember he's a guy not a girl. We're different.

For every girl with a broken heart, there's always a guy with a glue gun. He can mend your heart, but you have to give him all the pieces.

- Fav Quotes

"I don't get jealous when I see my Ex dating another girl, because my mother always taught me to give away my old toys to the less fortunate,"

- Quote from My best friend Yasmin Yahaya

Gambar ni just for fun je.

:+:+: A thought of you highlight my day :+:+:

He's not a soldier,

But he'll take a bullet for me,

He's not Einstein,

But he knows how to solve all my problems,

He's not Donald Trump,

It's not his money I'm after,

When he stares at me for a long time,

I know he wishes that I'm his,

For whom it may concern, thank you for showing me how love is suppose to feel.

IF IT'S PAIN AND INSECURE,

THEN IT'S NOT LOVE.

xoxo,

the part time writer,

shikyn

Yurp, this is another jiwang post by me! Thanks for reading =)

Writing is a passion.

Sincerity clears up the soul.

Love colours the heart.

A thought of you highlight my day.

Dah senyum busuk dah ni. winx!

:+:+: Don't be afraid to move on :+:+:

Do not be sad if a person prefers another person over you . It's hard to convince a monkey that a strawberry is sweeter than a banana.

I’m thankful to the guys who broke my heart, without it being broken the right guy may have never put it back together.

If he's stupid enough to walk away, be smart enough to let him go.

When you think he's your prince charming, but you're not his cinderella, move on.

Starting all over again isn't bad. For when you restart, you'd get another chance to make things right.

Thanks to all the people on twitter for the wonderful quotes.

They're wonderful.

One of the reason I'm on twitter is the amazing and inspiring quotes from all the twitters. Most of them are brilliant writers and amazing people.

Children's imaginations

Do you know that when I was a kid....I thought that....

1) We could clean our cats in the washer machine - As cats lover family, there's always cats hanging around the house. Inside out! I always thought that we could wash our cats in the washer machine and spin them and they'll come out PUFFF like cotton candies!

2) If we eat fruit seeds, they'll grow in our tummy at night - My dad told me to take out the watermelon seeds before I eat the fruit, he told me it's dangerous because watermelon "trees" will outgrow my little tummy. One day, I ate a seed and I didn't sleep the whole night. I was too scare to sleep.

Dad was right. Something will grow inside me, but I'm sure it's not from the 'watermelon's seed'.

3)If I wish upon a star, someday they'll come true... Disney princess did it in 'all' their movies and they always get their happy endings until one day my dad 'hempuk' me from behind."Woi! Dose besar lah!". (May all our sins were forgiven...huhu)

4)Women have TWO extra bones on top and men have ONE extra bone below. Boy, was I surprised when I learned Human Anatomy!

I'm all grown up now. To my parents , thanks for the life lessons!

xoxo NurAshikyn - just a clutz, writing about her life.

Do you know that...Behind every...

Behind a girl's smile, there's always the man she loves.

Behind a beautiful scene there's always romance

Nad pinjam gambar =)

Behind a gedik semi lucha girl, there's always her best friend.

Behind a friendship, there's always a light that shines through.

Behind a gossip, there's always an ear.

No Anis we're not talking about you. Tengah gossip pasal guys!

haha.

Behind a silly scene...there's Arina

hahaha

Behind a wonderful birthday, there's always kind friends

Behind every blurred act, there's always a friend to guide you

and REMEMBER!!

Behind a toothache, there's always a dentist!

Take care of those teeth key peeps!

P/S : I borrow all the pictures from facebook =)

Kopi boleh mengecilkan payudara wanita

Hrm...best nye minum coffee

LONDON: Pengambilan 3 cawan kopi sehari dikatakan mampu mengecutkan buah dada wanita kerana kafein yang terlalu banyak boleh menjejaskan hormon dalam badan dan menggugat saiznya.

Kajian terbaru yang dijalankan sekumpulan penyelidik menunjukkan lebih banyak kopi yang diminum, lebih kecil saiz buah dada mereka. Hampir 300 wanita yang mengambil bahagian dalam kajian itu dan mereka ditanya purata jumlah pengambilan kopi sehari dan saiz payu dara mereka diukur.

Keputusan kajian itu yang disiarkan Jurnal Kanser Britain mendapati bahawa dengan hanya meminum sekurang-kurangnya 3 cawan kopi atau lebih sehari sudah cukup untuk mengecilkan saiz buah dada mereka.

Kesannya meningkat bagi setiap cawan kopi yang diminum.

Oh no! betulkah??!

Wanita yang minum lebih tiga cawan kopi sehari mempunyai purata 17 peratus saiz buah dada lebih kecil berbanding mereka yang minum kurang tiga cawan sehari.
Wanita yang mempunyai saiz buah dada lebih besar paling berisiko tinggi, kata saintis berkenaan.Bagaimanapun, kajian itu tidak dapat merumuskan sama ada meminum jumlah kafein yang banyak setiap hari juga boleh menjejaskan kepadatan buah dada.

source of article : ajaibbenar

p/s: I can't drink coffee. Harini minum, besok mesti demam. Caffeine's not so friendly with cik tummy. Jadi kesimpulannya, pandai2 la kontrol dosage caffeine kita amek setiap hari =)

Somebody To Love

A year and still going strong.

Stronger than yesterday.

Yes, I'm a bad girl friend.

I don't remember anniversaries or any other important dates.

But I always appreciate people who did =)

Yes, I'm with him.

We're together.

Rase lawak pulak bile junior 2010 dok ejek2 kitarunk.

"kak shikin ngan abg tu ek~~ heeeyhh...fewwitt...,"

"heh heh... kak shikin nak teman abg aki ek~~ ek~~"

hehe

Chomel la korunk.

=)